Amnesia // Luke Hemmings

Chapter eleven

Chapter eleven

I woke up and checked the time. It was 7:30, the perfect time to wake up. Luke's body was so close to be i could feel his heart pound and i could feel hid breathe hit my neck softly.

I was told to be at work by 8:30 am so i decided to tip toe into the bathroom and take a shower. The shower was a complete mess Luke had threw empty shampoo bottles everywhere. I let the warm shower hit my back. I just stood in the shower getting warm. I eventually wrapped my body with a towel and came out of the bathroom.

Luke still looked asleep so i put my towel down and found clothes to put on for the day. I wore leggings with a flannel top and threw on an extra jacket to keep myself warm. I heard a loud thud and turned around to see Luke one the floor. He fell off the bed.

"Oh my god, Luke! You feel off the bed", i said waking him up while laughing. He was sitting there shirtless with only skinny jeans on. I started laughing. He groaned and rubbed his eyes then got up. "How do you wear jeans to bed?", i asked. "Its called being lazy", he said walking into the bathroom. I laughed again.

After 10 minutes Luke came out of the bathroom. "Luke?", i said. "Yeahhh", he said trying to imitate me. "Do you mind dropping me off to my car?", i said in a childish voice. "Course", he said putting on a shirt and grabbing his beanie.

We both came downstairs and saw the boys eating breakfast while watching the Simpsons. "Guys i'll be back", he said to the boys. The all nodded without looking at him.

We got in the car and Luke began driving. I looked at his serious face he put on while driving. I tried to make it look like i was just looking out his window so he wouldn't think i was staring. "What you looking at?", he said turning to me for a second. "Uh that car on your side", i said lying with a smile.

He just smirked. "Liar". "I like your lip ring", i said changing the topic. "You always say that when your trying to change the subject", he said.

He was right when we were dating 'i like your lip ring' means i'm clearly trying change the subject. I rolled my eyes while smiling and he smiled back.

We finally arrived to my apartment where my car was and i realised how late i was for work. "Thanks Luke! I got to go now", i said running to my car. He just waved.

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This was gonna be my first photo shoot for so i was excited. I walked into the building and the first thing i did was go to the bathroom.

As i walked in i saw a Blonde with her brunette friend. The blonde just smiled at me and turned back to fixing her makeup. "I like your dress", i told the brunette trying to be nice while walking to the mirror. She just smiled. "Your legs are amazing, they look great with your leggings", the blonde one said.

I looked down at my legs, "they seemed fat to me.", i said frowning. "Oh, i use to feel fat, but throwing up helps",she said looking at me. "It makes you feel skinny and! It makes you skinnier", the brunette added.

"Throwing up?", i said confused. "Haven't you heard of models throwing up to look amazing?", she said surprised. I shook my head.

"Here i'll show you", she said bringing me to the cubical. "So put two fingers together and poke it into your throat", she said. I was scared to do it but i eventually did i choked and i felt this feeling in my stomach and the barf came out of my mouth and into the toilet seat.

The girls smiled and pushed my hair back letting me vomit. I wiped my mouth. "Now you can eat whatever you want and not get fat", the blonde girl smiled at me.

Throwing up by force felt horrible! Who would do that! And then i stopped and thought, i would do that. I would get to eat anything i wanted then i would just get it out of me.

I left the bathroom and walked into a room full of measuring equipment and weighing scales. "Come in", a lady said. There were two other girls in the room and they had other women measuring them.

"So Emile?", she asked. I nodded. "Great. Can you stand on the scale", i did what she said.

She measured my weight, height and size. She wrote down all of that on her paper.

"Your one of the shortest models i've seen, usually there taller!", she said writing something down. I looked at her with worry in my eye. "Its fine though, your perfect for this job", she said smiling.

I spent the rest of the day at the agency fitting into clothes meeting my co-workers. The last thing i did before i left was meeting my photographer of daisy magazine. I was instructed to room 90.

I opened the door and saw my photographer. My heart literally jumped out of my chest. Chris was in the room with my photographer. "Hello i'm Bob, you must be Emile?", he said. I nodded still surprised that Chris was here.

"Hey Emile", Chris said. I ignored him and looked at the photographer. "This is Chris he's my photograph assistant, he'll help me take the photos from different angles", he said with a smile.

Bob was an older man that look like he was in his 30s. Chris smiled at me.

I got home after all i did today and found Luke asleep on the couch. I walked up to him slowly and knelt in front of him and stroke my hands through his blonde hair and kissed his cheek. "Luke i'm back", i whispered in his ear. He opened his eyes and smiled at me. "Emile, how was work?", he asked me while sitting up.

"Good", i said. "I was wondering if you want to go to the movies?", he said scratching the back of his neck. "Sure, i would love to", i smiled. He got up and washed his face and we went to the movies.

Luke and i decided to watch the purge. We ordered a large popcorn and two drinks.

The movie was good but i couldn't stop watching Luke. He just made me feel bubbly on the inside. He turned to look at me the same time i was looking at him. We just smiled at each other and laughed.

We left the movies and drove up a hill where we use to go and sit in front of the car with friends back when we were dating. We went and sat on top of the cars engine and watched the city lights and the moon light.

"Its more beautiful than it was the last time i came", i said smiling at me. "Yeah, i love it here", he said looking at the view. He turned to me, "You okay". "Yeah, its just cold. I'll be fine", i said.

He came closer and wrapped me in his arms and tried to warm me up. He looked into my eyes and i looked into his blue eyes. We were so close we could feel each others breathe. Luke moved in closer to me and our lips touched slowly.

I melted when we kissed. I missed his lips, the way they moved just killed me. He pulled away after 1 minute of kissing me and looked at my expression. "Emile, i missed you", he said smirking. "I did too Luke", i said back. "I missed everything about you, when you left i didn't know if i could live anymore", he said looking in my eyes.

I brushed my fingers through his hair while he spoke to me. He hugged me tight and i rested my head on his shoulder. And watched the bright lights and red lights everywhere.

I couldn't believe Luke kissed me. What now? I don't know if he just wanted one kiss or he wanted 1 billion more.

"Can we try and go back to the way we were?", he said. I didn't exactly understand what he meant but i remember telling my self i needed to give him a chance. Maybe i can now. "Yeah, i guess we can", he said smiling.

He moved closer and pecked my lips and got up and took me to his red car with him.

I didn't know what Luke meant by starting again i had to ask him, "Luke?". "Yes?", he said looking at me then back to the road.

"You kissed, you asked me if we could start again. What do you mean?", i questioned. "I'm trying to tell you i want you to be mine again", he said bringing one hand of the steering wheel and grabbed my hand.

I felt a pound in my chest. Did Luke really just say that i was his. Is this even official? I just had to wait and see.