[DaBin] This Is How We Met || SF9

Chapter 14

"Mr. Lee may have lost some of his memory, this problems always occurs to patients with cases like him."

"Will he remembers again?"

"I can't be so sure of it, some remembers around days but it may takes years and even some of it never remembered again."

Youngbin felt so down hearing the doctor's explanation. He's in the doctor room with Jaeyoon to hear updates for Dawon's condition. They left Dawon together with Inseong and the rest. Youngbin's steps feels heavy as he knows that the possibility of Dawon won't even remembers him is high.

Half an hour before....

"Who?"

"What do you mean who? He's your-"

"Sunbae. I'm your sunbae from school, Youngbin. I came to visit you."

Youngbin felt the fake smile he wore. He needs explanation but not now.

"You did? Wah! Thank you sunbaenim."

His heart is torn but watching the younger smile happily is enough. He won't burden him with questions.

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"Youngbin-hyung, are you sure you're okay?"

"Yes Jaeyoon.. I guess... the most important thing is that he's fine now."

Jaeyoon smiles at Youngbin's word. He's pitying him but there's nothing they can do to fix it. He just hopes that Dawon will remember his love for Youngbin again. They walked together to Dawon's room.

"Oh you're back? What did the doctor said?"

"He needs time to remember again. Sanghyuk, you really don't remember some of your memory?"

"No hyung, I don't think I forget anything."

Dawon gave a confused looks to his brother. As far as he knew everything seems right for him. He looks around the room and saw his brother's and his friends' faces then he stopped at Youngbin's. It seems like there's something with the sunbaenim but he can't put the pieces together. They said I forget something. What is it? He tried to think deeper but then he felt a sharp pained in his head.

"Arghh!"

"Stop it, Dawon-ah. You'll just hurt yourself."

"Yes Hyuk-ah.. just rest first."

Dawon just nods and continues lays on his bed. Youngbin just sadly eyeing the other's movement. This is not right.

"Guys, I'll head out first. See you later."

Jaeyoon and Inseong hugs him before he closes the door and walked outside. He sat at the nearest bench and sighed. He held out his phone just to watch their first and maybe last photo together. Youngbin traces the younger's face sadly. He felt tears running out from his eyes.

I am not okay.

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One year later.........

Youngbin is in the middle of packing his things. There's not much since some of it has been transferred earlier to his new place. There's Rowoon sitting on his bed watching him packing.

"Are you sure of your choice?"

"Yes, I'm sure."

"No turning back?"

"Yes Rowoon, no turning back. Besides nothing will change if I stay."

"But hyung..."

"It's okay Rowoon-ah.. things will get better for him, for me, for us."

Rowoon just nods softly, he knows that nothing can change Youngbin's choice at this point. Maybe it's the best for them. And he's tired of watching Youngbin's gloomy looks everyday during this past year. Some of the times he would hear soft sobs coming from the eldest's room. The eldest has lost a few kilos and he looks skinnier now. Too skinny if Rowoon can say. He can understands heartbreak but he never knew how to deal of being near with your lover but he can't even remembers you. And by choosing this path means Youngbin really have learns how to let go. Maybe this is the end.

"Tell them I'm sorry I didn't bid goodbye."

"It's okay hyung, they'll understand."

"Goodbye Woonie."