[DaBin] This Is How We Met || SF9

Chapter 9

Flashback.

A year ago...

It's been a few days since we talked to each other. He didn't even text anything to me.. and me too.. Our ego side is getting bigger day by day. Is it our fault making a decision to be a couple? We are more happy when we're good friends. I thought having a relationship with your childhood friends would be perfect. Besides I've would never thought myself with someone else. Youngkyun is the only one that accepted me. Suddenly my phone vibrating and alerted me.

-Let's meet later at usual place. 5pm.

I felt my heart thumping a bit. We may be wrong but I do love Youngkyun with all my heart. He is my first love. I get up from the bed and began tidying myself. "Enough being so deppressed." is what I thought to myself. I picked on some clothes to wear and get ready to take a shower. Actually today is our first anniversary being with each other. Today is the day where Youngkyun accepted my confession and we made a decision being with each other since we're much more comfortable being together. It's a lie if I didn't expecting any celebration from it.

I hummed my favourite song while getting ready for the date.

"Someone sounds happy?"

"Yahh Lee Jaeyoon, knock the door first!!"

"Hey I'm older, call me hyung."

"On my deathbed."

"Inseong-ahhhhhhh.. look at this ungrateful kid. He's so rude at me."

I just laughed when Jaeyoon hyung went outside to complain to Inseong hyung.

"Hahahahha, are you meeting Youngkyunnie today?"

"Yes Inseong hyung.. we kinda fighting a few days ago. I want to apologize to him today."

"Are you guys doing good? Didn't you fight too much?"

I felt the smiles plastered on my face faded away as soon as Jaeyoon hyung said that.

"I don't know hyung, but I really want to work this thing for us."

Jaeyoon went closer and hug me tight. He stroked my back slowly.

"If you both love each other, it will eventually work out. It will only hurts you both if you didn't have the same feelings towards each other."

I nodded on Jaeyoon hyung's shoulder. He didn't mean anything wrong. He's just stating the truth. I waved at them before going to our usual place. I saw Youngkyun already waiting for me on one of the bench there. I walked to him and sat beside him. He turned his head and smiled at me but I felt that his smiles is different from usual. I just bury the thought inside my head. There's some awkward feeling going on around us.

"Hey, I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"You know..for the other day. It's my fault."

"No it's okay. I'm the wrong one."

Then the silence between us coming again. I watched a few kids playing the swings at the playground in front of us. There's a little boy around 4 years old crying when her noona hit him because he didn't want to share the swings with her. When the little boy started crying, his noona started crying too. Then they hugged each other, reconciling back. I felt myself smiling watching the scene in front of me.

"Dawon-ah.. I've got something to tell you."

Here it is, my mind kept replaying Jaeyoon hyung's message before.

"What it is about?" I felt my throat getting tighter whispering that words.

"I'm really sorry.. I can't... We can't go on."

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE CAN'T GO ON???? It's already one year. ARE YOU KIDDING ME???"

I felt the tears running on my cheeks. Youngkyun turned his body to face me. He put both of his hands on each of my shoulder.

"Dawon-ah.. don't lie to me. We can't work this thing out. Both of us know this is wrong. I'm sorry. You are not happy with me."

He rubs his thumb on my cheeks wiping out the tears and left me alone at the park.

"But I'm happy with you, Youngkyun-ah."

Flashback ends.

[Youngbin POV]

"Doctor, will the operation succeed if we do it earlier?"

"We need the patient to wake up first, scanned his condition and then we'll knew if it need to be rush or not."

"Thank you for the explanation doctor, I'll call you when Dawon wakes up."

After the doctor left, there's only me and the unconcious Dawon. Inseong have brought Jaeyoon out to calm him down. I sat on the chair besides the bed. I pushed away his strands of hairs away from his eyes.

"Why didn't you tell me Dawon-ah?"

Suddenly Dawon moves his hands, his eyebrows frowned a bit before suddenly his tears falling from his eyes. He sniffles a bit before muttering something.

"But I'm happy with you, Youngkyun-ah."

"Youngkyun?"