Dreaming Of You (Neymar Jr fanfiction) COMPLETED

Chapter 29

Neymar's POV

She lets go of my hug and ran away. I feel so fucking terrible. I don't know what the hell is happening to me and I don't know what pushed me to make this decision.

I walked to Natasha's room and saw her sleeping peacefully. I walked slowly to her and touched her cheek.

"hello baby Natasha. I'm daddy. Im really sorry for hurting mommy okay? I guess I just need a time off from everyone. If we are not going to be back together, I want you to take care of my mommy okay?" I told herand tears began falling from my eyes.

I feel like an asshole for being like this to Amanda. She doesn't deserve this shit! She doesn't deserve me. She deserves someone better who will take care of her and love her unconditionally.

I walked out of the my daughter's room and headed to our room. Or shall I say my room, since we broke up now.

I started thinking about the first day we met. How she bumped into me. The feeling I got when I touched her and talked to her. I couldn't help but cry..but I have to get over this.

I cried more and more and fell asleep.

Amanda's POV

'Mel. Im going back to America with Natasha" I whispered and she nodded.

"im going to my room and book our flights. Is that okay with you?" she asked worriedly.

"yeah." I said and she was about to leave me alone on the bench but I held her arm and said "thanks a lot! For everything!" I smiled and she nodded.

To be honest, I have no freaking idea what I will do right now if she isn't here with me. Maybe I will just take my blade and self harm again.

I opened my phone and went to the camera roll. I looked at all the pictures me and Neymar took. We looked so happy back then, what happened now?

Even if he tells me that its not about me, I cant help but think if im good enough for him.

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I came to Natasha's room to check on her. Mel left her there when she came to comfort me.

I sat on the chair next to her crib and started brushing the small hairs on her head with my fingers.

"baby, forgive me for what Im going to do okay? sorry if youre going to grow up without a father. But baby I cant force your dad to stay with us if he doesn't want to. Im really sorry, I love you so much and youre my everything!"I told her even if she doesn't understand.

I got out and went to Neymar's room. I pulled out my bags from the closet and started packing carefully. Neymar is sleeping so I have to be quiet.

I finished packing my stuff and Natasha's. its already 6 in the morning. Mel finished packing too and we placed our bags in the living room.

I knocked on Raffy's room and she opened the door, rubbing her eyes.

"hey Amanda. Why your eyes are puffy?" she asked with her sleepy voice. Haha

"we broke up" I said and she gasped.

"he did? Or you did?" she asked, letting me in to her room.

"he did. He said he couldn't take responsibilities and hes not ready." I said not making eye contact with her. Because I will cry if I look at her.

"pfff. Bullshit." She hissed.

"im going back to America. Take care of Davi okay? I'll meet you both if possible." I told her and smiled.