なぜこれは傷ついていますか?

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なぜこれは傷ついていますか?

Why does this hurt?

"You aren't a Hwang by heart."

If I'm no Hwang in my heart, then what am I? All these questions keep coming to me. "Was I adopted?" Or "I was raised to entertain M'lady?" I honestly didn't know anymore. I hear the door open behind me. Ms. Kim gets up and leaves the room as another present is in the same very room.

"(Y/N).." the voice said. It belonged to Kai's. "Right now, Bakugou is with your mentor, which buys me time for me to be with you." He said. But why?

"What do you mean," I asked as I was staring at the ground. "Why do you want to spend your time with me?" I asked again.

"I don't have much time to be with you. There are some things I haven't done to you..." he starts. What does he mean with "'there are some things I haven't done to you?"'. This doesn't make sense. "You are soon to be engaged to Todoroki... and with that, Bakugou is going to be with you and your trip to Todoroki's." Kai's voice cracked.

"What?! I don't wanna leave you!" I yelled while turning to face him. He slowly moves closer to me. "Why can't I have you come with me also?!" I started to tear up. "I can't leave you with M'lady! That isn't fair!" I started to cry.

Kai walks up to me and hugs me. "I don't want to leave you either." He said with a low raspy voice, it sounded like he was also going to cry. "I want to stay with you. In fact, I wanted to be your first boyfriend." He weakly smiled. It broke my heart. "But since everything is ruined by M'lady... it seems like I need to say goodbye.." he hugs me tighter. I hugged him back.

I couldn't fight, I couldn't fight back the tears. They hit me like lightning. I don't want to leave him. I want him to be with me... I want him. Kai slowly gets out of the hug and looked at me in the eyes. His teal eyes covered with tears. "I love you... (Y/N)... I always did." He said, and I would quote him. He smashed his lips into mine. I kissed back. I may have said that he isn't my type, but I'm second-guessing it by now. Was I blind? Was I blinded by the sun? Or was I blinded by M'lady's cruel ways?

The kiss was passionate, but when we parted ways. I craved those lips even more. I would never think I would think that, nor say that. It seems like someone hit me with a love potion. I was unsatisfied that the kiss ended. I grabbed Kai's face, and what he did to me. I smashed my lips into his. He was hesitant at first, but a few seconds later he kissed back. Now only Kai taking my first kiss, he could have also taken my first boyfriend. That wasn't M'lady's fault, it was mine because I thought he wasn't my type. I don't know now, I don't wanna leave him.

We both parted ways again, breathing the fresh air again. He looks at me straight at my eyes, and I did the same to him. "I'll wait for you, and if anytime happens... I come running for you... no matter how far you are. No matter if you are in love with Todoroki guy. I'll be waiting, just for you." He said with his smile, showing off his dimples. "My eyes are just for you... For no other girl, just you. If I were to love some other girl I would never forgive myself." He stated. I started to tear up again.

"I will come back to see you again Kai... Even if I can't. Even if I'm not allowed to, I would break that rule just to see you one more time." I started to sob. I couldn't handle all this love, hate, confusion, right now. It's just way too much to get used, too... Kai smiles at me; weakening my heart.

"Please, remember me.." he smiles more, but you can tell that he is depressed, hurt, angry. It made me even sadder that he was hiding his true face. As if, his face right now is a mask to hide his true face.

Good full 3 minutes have passed while hugging each other, and we both hear Bakugou yelling in the halls. Kai slowly got up. He hands out his right hand to help me get up. I gladly accepted the offer, and with his help, I got up. "Can you do me a favor Gorgeous? Can you not blow off my cover" he asked, and I nodded.

"Go get behind the piano," I told him. He smiled at me then walked behind the piano, as I walked to the door. I slowly opened the door. "Can you be anymore louder?" I snarled. Bakugou glares at me.

"Where is Kai?" Bakugou asked. I shrugged. I looked down then up to him.

"Did you check the armor room?" I asked. He shook his head. "Then start from there. If he's not there, he is probably in his room." I told Bakugou. He nodded as he walks away. I sighed, as closed the door. "You can hurry and run to your room now. Before Bakugou gets there before you." I said. I heard a sigh from him.

Kai gets up behind the piano and started to walk towards me. "I'll come to your room later, ok Gorgeous?" He said I nodded in response. He kisses me on my cheek, then walks out of the room. I sighed. I'm going to miss that idiot.

I went back to the piano. The piano that has seen my every emotion, every move, every step. I sat down on the chair in front of the piano. I started to play a melody. My right hand started to play. B#, C major, E#. With those starting notes, my fingers know what to do. It started to play a song that I loved. If I do change my mind to play in front of Kings and Queens, I would play this song.

Knock

Knock

Knock

I heard 3 knocks. Strange... I turned back to look at the door. "Come in," I yelled out. The door slowly opened. The door made creaking noises. "You know.. it's rude to keep someone waiting.." One of the Knight said. I can tell who the knight was, Markus.

"Oh, it's you."


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