Royal Love | 2Jae ✔️

Forty Six

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"Muffin..." Jinyoung mumbled sighing and taking Youngjae's hand in his, he planted a soft kiss on it and smiled at the boy who was with a tired and wasted condition.

"Jiny..." Youngjae said quietly trying to smile at his friend.

"How are you feeling, sweetheart?"

"Everything hurts... But my tummy especially, it hurts so much when I move." He said wincing.

"I am sorry Youngjae, I once told you that nothing bad would ever happen to you but see you now... I feel so bad for you, muffin." He said looking at their interlaced fingers.

"Hey, look at me." Jinyoung looked up and Youngjae smiled softly. "It was not your fault, who knew that man was crazy to the point of kidnapping the prince of Korea? When...when Jackson arrived there Bambam realized I was someone important, he realized I am the prince, he was going to kill me, Jinyoung, Yugyeom saved my life, he is a very strong guy." Jinyoung nodded.

"I know he is, you are a very strong guy too, my strong boy, I am so proud of you because you didn't gave up."

"I had to come back for my family, you are my family too, I had to save Jaebum and keep him safe, this is what gave me strength enough to not break down." Jinyoung bit his bottom lip knowing he had to tell Youngjae that he was going away for some time.

"What is wrong, Jinyoung? I am okay...OH don't tell me it's Jaebum! Did something happened with him!??" His eyes were already filled with tears and Jinyoung shook his head calming him down.

"I have to tell you something, muffin."

"Then tell it already." He said yawning and making Jinyoung let out a soft giggle.

"Muffin I...I am sorry, I can't take it anymore, it hurts me so much to see you with Jaebum, I want you to be happy, of course, but still, it hurts me so much."

"W-why does it hurts you, Jiny?"

"Because I love you since ever, Youngjae."

"Yes I know this, I love you too."

"No no, I love you like a man, like...I love you so much that I just want to cuddle and kiss your lips for the rest of my life, you know? That's how I love you, of course I love you like my best friend but it's not just that type of love." Youngjae was shocked, he really never realized his best friend's feelings for him.

"A-are you s-s-serious?" He felt bad suddenly, Jinyoung nodded and took a deep breath.

"I think I would never forget that night we spent together." Youngjae flushed and Jinyoung smiled sadly at him. "I am going away, Muffin."

"You what!?" Youngjae gasped widening his eyes.

"I can't stay here for so much longer, see how you loves him make my heart aches, I have to go away, I hope you understand this." His lips stared trembling and he bit them not wanting to let any noise come out, tears started to fall of Youngjae's eyes as he hold Jinyoung's hand tighter.

"I can't...I can't live without you, Jinyoung." His voice cracked and he let out a hiccup.

"You can, muffin, and you're going to do it."

"No! I don't want you to go away from me!" He said loud and whimpering, Jinyoung shushed him.

"Youngjae, listen, do you want me unhappy and hurt?" He shook his head furiously. "Then let me go, hum? Please, let me get away from the pain, I promise I will come back for you someday." Youngjae didn't wanted to, he pulled Jinyoung's hand till it was rested on his chest and hugged it tightly.

"Youngjae...don't make it harder, please my love, I assure you that's not your fault and that you aren't going to lose me forever, I just need to heal, okay? You want me healthy and happy, right? So please be a good boy and let me go."

"But Jinyoung I love you." He said and Jinyoung nodded.

"I know you do, I love you too, my boy, my pretty boy." He said using his free hand to caress the prince's face. "I love you so much that I would do anything for you, even going away." This time he was the one who broke into tears.

"This doesn't makes sense!"

"Yes it does! Do you want me to fight with Jaebum? Do you want me grumpy because you are home late again? Do you really want Jaebum jealous because we are touchy? Do you want me to not resist and kiss your soft lips again?" (AN- yeah if you all behave maybe someday I show you when and how they kissed.)

"Jinyoung..."

"You are my first love, Youngjae, nobody's going to change this, but I need to heal, I don't feel like I am being completely sincere with you guys, I can't give you what you deserve because I can't feel it properly, I have to breathe, but I only will be able to do this being away."

"Jinyoung please..."

"I promise I'm going to come back in a second if something happen, okay? I still have to see Mark's baby born though... Look, my little boy, I love you with all my heart, alright? I would do anything and everything for you, I will never forget you, my cutie, I just need some time to... To be healthy again, mentally and physically."

"Do you promise me you're going to come back for me?" He mumbled and Jinyoung nodded smiling lovingly at him, Youngjae planted a soft kiss on Jinyoung's hand and squeezed it.

"Can you stay here till I fall asleep?"

"Don't you want Jaebum?" He shook his head slightly.

"Not now, now I want my Jinyoung-ah." He said, Jinyoung smiled at him and got up fixing the covers, he sat down again and Youngjae did his best to turn his head and keep facing Jinyoung, even if his tummy hurts so much because of the effort. Jinyoung's hand went to the prince's soft hair and he softly and lovingly stroked it while mumbled a sweet lullaby. He loves him so fucking much.

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Oh wow a whole 2young chapter
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