Royal Love | 2Jae ✔️

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"W-where's him?! Where's my boyfriend?" Jinyoung got up meeting a teary Jaebum, the man looked tired and extremely concerned and nervous.

"Jaebum I need you to calm down-"

"I don't want to calm down, Park Jinyoung, I want my Youngjae!!!" Mark sighed looking up at the two men, he continued caressing his pregnant tummy waiting for Jackson to come back.

"Your Youngjae..." he mumbled and took a deep breath. "Listen, that's not an easy thing to say but I am going to do it in the fastest way possible. Y-Youngjae...Youngjae tried to..." he closed tightly his eyes and when opened them, they were sparking with tears. "Youngjae tried to commit suicide." He said and felt his hands trembling. Jaebum couldn't say nothing for some seconds, he felt his world breaking into pieces, his heart hurting and his legs jelly. All their moments passing quick in his head, till Jinyoung finished his sentence. "I'm sorry, it's my fault." The CEO felt his blood pressure increase and it was boiling, he growled in pure anger and pushed Jinyoung.

"What the fuck did you do to him???!! You couldn't accept that he was happy?? You are so low Park Jinyoung!" Jaebum was fuming in anger, his brain wasn't working properly because and he just let the pain and anger take power of his body, he could kill Jinyoung right there.

"I said I am sorry!!"

"What? You're sorry? He almost died and you say that you're sorry?!" He said with gritted teeth.

"That's all I can do in the moment-"

"Oh I know something else you could do in the moment." He said looking like a mad man.

"And what is it?" Jinyoung asked.

"Disappear forever! Forget him!"

"I will not forget him!" Suddenly Jinyoung was angry too. "I love him, Jaebum, I will not disappear! I am in love with him! I am in love with Youngjae!!" He said loudly, regretting some seconds later when he heard a voice that he knew so well.

"Oh, that's good to know."

Yugyeom.

"Yugyeom... I didn't... I didn't mean it..."

"No, you did, and it's fine, I hope you can be happy, Jinyoung." He said, Jaebum clenched his hands forming fists and growled again, when Jinyoung tried to pass by him to go after Yugyeom, he punched his face.

"Jaebum!!!!!" Mark squealed surprised.

"I will kill you Jinyoung!!" He said under his breath, Jinyoung spitted blood and looked up at him.

"Let me go after him!"

"Are you kidding me?! Do you think he is a toy??"

"He's not, but you are." He mumbled making Mark gasp and Jaebum frown.

"What the fuck did you just said?"

"Oh my stress!!!!! You two stop right now before I have to take both of you down!" Jackson said walking up to them. "Just because this is a private yard it doesn't means you two can do whatever you want!" He said, Jaebum pushed Jinyoung and walked till he was in front of Jackson.

"Where is him? I need to see him, Jackson!" The man nodded and sighed, he patted Jaebum's shoulder and tried to give him a smile.

"He is still sleeping, the doctor said he's out of danger now but we need to have our eyes on him(AN-MY EYES ON YOU) every moment from now on, he maybe...maybe he try it again so we need to take care of him more than ever, the doctor said that someone can pass the night with him and we all agree that you would be the best choice to do so, I have to take Mark home because he's tired and stressed, that's not good for the baby, so I am trusting you to take care of Youngjae tonight, okay?" Jaebum nodded, Jackson thanked him but Jaebum grabbed his arm before he could go to Mark. "I will come back soon don't w-"

"No, I-I need to know how he...how he tried to do it?" He stuttered.

"He took a lot, a really big amount of strong pills, it affected him easily since his health is not one of the best, he always had problems with every type of medicine, I guess that's why he choose it." Jaebum nodded letting go of him. "He's in the end of the hallway, I will come back when the sun comes up, good luck, Jaebum." Soon Jaebum was alone, he looked at the door that was waiting for him but his legs wanted to give up, he tried to hold back but couldn't, Jaebum let all the painful tears come out his eyes, he was sobbing, the man sat down for a moment to calm himself down. He looked at his shaking hands and at his ring, if he closed his eyes he could feel Youngjae's warm hands touching him, his fingers trailing small circles all around his hand or even when the boy would play with his fingers when distracted.
Jaebum loved Youngjae with all his heart, he never felt such thing for anyone else, he would do literally anything for his boyfriend, he would kill and die for him.
The man took a deep breath in and wiped his tears with his shirt's sleeve, he got up and walked to the big white door. Jaebum's hand touched the cold knob and he opened it, the man entered the room and the only light there were the moon's, he closed the door and his body felt a little bit relaxed since the room was warm and comforting, Jaebum walked to the bed and when he saw Youngjae there sleeping, he cried again, he just had the thought that he could be dead by now. Jaebum sat in the armchair and took Youngjae's hand in his, he got surprised as he felt it cold, he cupped the prince's hand with his and as he found it warmed enough he looked for one more blanket, he made sure Youngjae wasn't feeling cold and sat down again.
He took Youngjae's hand again and played with his cute soft fingers, Jaebum was feeling better now that his lover was with him, but he was afraid of the moment he would wake up.

"JaeJae..." He started feeling tears already pooling his eyes. "JaeJae I...I-" he then proceeded to cry his eyes out, Jaebum was crying so hard, it's been a while since he didn't did it, since his parents died, to be exactly, the pain that he felt when Jinyoung told him his boyfriend tried to kill himself was the same pain that he felt when a doctor told him his parents couldn't make it, that he couldn't do anything to save them. The man would let hiccups left his mouth and he could feel his chest burning. It was like the air wasn't enough for him, he was feeling like he would faint right there. He tried to stop crying but his brain would betray him and make him imagine the condition that Youngjae was when they found him so he just cried more and more till his face was drenched in tears and his eyes red and puffy.

"Bummie? "

"Baby..."

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