Fifty Seven

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"Did Youngjae called explaining why he didn't came to work?" Jaebum asked to Hyuna and he shook her head.

"No sir, he didn't said nothing, he looked fine yesterday so I doubt he is sick." The man sighed.

"Alright so... I have important meetings today but if he calls or message you, please tell me." She smiled.

"Yes, Mr. Im" Jaebum gave her a little smile and walked in his office, as soon as he entered he stopped felling something bad.

"Fuck..." He mumbled massaging his chest. "It's not my time yet, sir." He said looking up and returning his path.

_____ some hours later

"Baby for goodness sake pick up your phone before I crash it!!!" Mark rolled his eyes at Jackson and picked it up.

'Hello-'
'Mark I think I fucked up!!!'
'What?'
'Youngjae!!'
'Wait you fucked Youngjae?'
'No! Jesus Christ! I mean yes but that's not the point! Where's him right now?'
'Well, probably working, I didn't saw him today actually, but-' He stopped as his cellphone beeped.

"Shit my battery died." Mark got up grabbing his charger when suddenly all the lights turned off.

"BABY??" He heard Jackson yell.

"IN OUR ROOM." He answered and soon he felt Jackson's arms around him.

"Are you fine Markie?"

"Yes, are you scared Mr. Wang?" He smirked and Jackson laughed but soon stopped hugging him tighter.

"Yes..." he mumbled making his boyfriend laugh loud.

_____

"He didn't called?" Jaebum tiredly asked as he was finally free from work, it was already 1AM when he finished.

"No, maybe he caught a cold yesterday night." He nodded.

"Yes maybe, we'll, good night Hyuna."

"Good night Mr. Im" She said smiling.

"Oh, do you want me to take you home? It's pretty late now."

"That's really gentle but my boyfriend is coming Mr. Im, thank you anyways." He smiled and nodded walking out.
As soon as Jaebum entered his car, he took his cellphone and dialed Youngjae, he waited and waited and not even a sign from his boyfriend.

"Shit... where are you baby?" He mumbled sighing.

____

"Jinyoungie?" Park looked up from his phone seeing a still tired Yugyeom walking to him.

"Hey, did you slept good?"

"Yes." He said nodding and sitting in Jinyoung's lap, the older hugged his waist and the boy laid his head on Jinyoung's chest.

"Gyeomie, I think... I think we might have to go back to Korea." He said and Yugyeom nodded but frowned.

"Why?"

"Just some problems with Youngjae-"

"Oh you want to go back to him? He dropped Bum and now is free for you?" He said looking at Jinyoung, the older could clearly see in the boy's eyes that he was afraid and even teary.

"What? No! Of course not! I am with you, not him, I need to go back because he need his best friend right now, okay? That's the reason, it's not because I want him or because he broke up with Jaebum. They are together and so are we, they are a couple and so are we-"

"We are a couple?" The boy said shocked, Jinyoung smiled and nodded slightly.

"Yes gyeomie, we are. Now please get your things, we need to go back as soon as possible." He said and Yugyeom nodded pecking his lips, getting up and running to their bedroom.

"I just hope he's fine..."

_____

Youngjae sighed again and laughed sarcastically.

"A whole life hiding myself for what? Just to see the people I love being hurt over and over again, just to see them getting away, just to see people dying around me." He huffed and threw the vodka bottle on the wall making it crash in many and many pieces.

"FUCK I HATE MYSELF!!!" He yelled and growled kicking his backpack away, he walked to the wall and punched it several times till his hands were bleeding, but he couldn't feel it, he wasn't feeling nothing, all the two bottles of vodka and the half one of whiskey that he drank made him numb.

"I love him... I love him so much"

"I love Im Jaebum." Punch.

"I love Jackson Wang." Punch.

"I love mama." Punch.

"I love papa." Punch.

"I love Choi Mark." Punch.

"I love Im Yugyeom." Punch.

"I love Park Jinyoung." Punch. He breathed heavy and screamed. "I fucking love this bastard!!!!!"

Youngjae growled again and turned the little table, he grabbed his hair and pulled it.

"FUCK! WHY CAN I NOT FEEL ANY PAIN???! AM I THIS USELESS?"

The prince threw himself on the ground and cried loud, he cried and cried for hours till he got up grabbing his backpack again and walking out the abandoned place he was before. Youngjae walked and walked till he couldn't take it anymore, he looked up and smiled as he saw the rising sun. He walked a little bit more and finally his feet touched the sand. He took off his shoes and jacket and leaving it there, he ran to the cold water, he flinched but smiled again because it made him feel something, suddenly happy moments with his family, friends and boyfriend came up in his mind and he screamed in pain. Emotional pain made him feel physical pain, the boy, crying, sat down at the sand and stood there, crying and looking at the beautiful sun, it was going to be a beautiful day.

"I-I am so sorry..." he stuttered and a hiccup left his mouth.

____

"I CAN'T FIND HIM!!! I AM ROAMING AROUND THIS CITY THE WHOLE NIGHT AND I DIDN'T FOUND HIM ANYWHERE!!!"

"Jaebum keep calm! Oh my god you are sweaty and-"

"I DON'T CARE THAT I'M SWEATY I JUST WANT TO FIND MY BOYFRIEND!"

"Hey calm down, what happened?" Chanyeol said.

"Youngjae just disappeared and I am so fucking afraid because he never disappears and he was sad and I am afraid he might be doing something bad with himself I can't lose him Chanyeol!!!!!!!"

"Jaebum! Jesus Christ we are going to help you but you need to be calm, please, we are going to find him and then you two will be together, alright?" Baekhyun said and Jaebum nodded.

"But Baek, it's five AM, you need to sleep-"

"Don't fucking try to tell me what I should do. Jaebum is like our younger brother and we need to help him no matter what! Now let's go find Youngjae!" He said and Jaebum followed him.

______

"So, Mark messaged me and Youngjae is disappeared and of course he still doesn't want to tell to the king and queen so we need to find him fas-"

"Isn't it his favorite jacket?" Yugyeom said and Jinyoung stopped the car suddenly.

"Where?!" Yugyeom pointed at the sand.

"Oh my Jesus Christ yes it is!"

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