feeling unwanted.
being tired.
holding back tears.
hiding pain, physical and emotional.
never being enough.
feeling ugly.
shouldering the blame.
being shoved to the side.
knowing im unimportant.
trying to stay positive.
seeing myself in the mirror and finding a million insecurities.
crying in the bathroom and then having to come out and act like everything's fine.
feeling pathetic.
weak.
unworthy.
wanting to disappear.
it all gets old.
