Doubt | BT21×BTS

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"Morning~" Chimmy wakes everyone up, smiling brightly to them, looks like no things can break his day today, no bad vibes can enter, only good once.

Chimmy a warm loving, talented character, very soft hearted and supportive. A bright young puppy, who always keep smiling.

But a type of puppy that can't handle his emotions wisely, he can easily cry if too much and tears flow in the streams like a water fall.

No one wants to hurt Chimmy for that kind of being soft hearted, they could have crush their hearts seeing Chimmy like that.

Chimmy have gained a lot of attention from everyone.

That they didn't give attention for themselves.

Rj fix his sleeping bag and patted Chimmy at his head. "what is happening Chimmy? Is there something wrong?" He replied, but Chimmy smiled.

"Nothing hyung, good morning ~ is your morning good?" Chimmy replied back at Rj who hold hands Chimmy and lead to the kitchen.

"Of course, its because you're here Chimmy. Are you hungry? Do you want me to cook something for you?" Rj talks while Chimmy still leading him to their dining room.

"Surprise! But this isn't a surprise anymore because you saw it already." Chimmy wiggles his tail in excitement and Rj was very Happy seeing Chimmy doing a lot of efforts just to do a single dedicated pancake for them.

A pancake in a plate with maple syrup and Rj's face was on it smiling.

It wasn't just a simple pancake, it was from chimmy's heart. Even it has no faces drawn on them, it will still remain special. Special like everyone else.

The others have their own too, smiling. But Except for him and tata because he didn't make one for them two.

"Chimmy - ah aren't you not eating?" Mang talked field with the sticky maple syrup sticking on his hearted shaped nose.

"Yes hyung, i just ate already. Earlier. And I'm too stuff now. So be stuff for me." Chimmy answered still forces himself smiling at them.

Mang nodded, and Chimmy wipe his nose with the table napkin, Mang smiled at Chimmy and so as Chimmy.

"Oh, okay, Hyung doesn't want to eat. But, do you want to drink milk instead? So your stomach will have a milk too." Cooky looked at the carton of milk and handled to Chimmy.

"Ahh, no cooky, just drink the milk for me. By the way, its banana milk." The puppy refuses and handled back to cooky's favorite flavored banana milk.

"Thank you hyung. If you get hungry, just call us and we will get you - "

" no need to worry, I'm Okay, I'm always okay, and yes, i will call you if I'm hungry, thank you for the offer."Chimmy cut off come cooky's words and answered very fast but very calm.

"I'm... I'm going for a walk a while," Chimmy wear his yellow hoodie and give them a wave and a faded smile but it didn't looked faked, before closing the door silently.

Their eyes followed Chimmy going out of their house, emotionless, just chewing their special pancakes.

"You think Chimmy is alright? " Rj asked and shifted his eyes on Koya. "You're not even listening Koya." He just told sarcastically to the sleeping koala.

"Maybe he is, he's always alright. Cheerful, soft, warm hearted and more extra Chimmy. He's fine more than fine." Shooky answered problematic, trying not to hit cartons of milk in the table.

"Chimmy hyung is okay. Then, are you? Shooky hyung?..." Cooky pointed at milk spills he did on the table. "Shooky hyung, you're soaked ... with milk ..."

Chimmy sat on the tree, under the tree to be exact. Hugging his legs and his head resting on his knees.

"Tata ..." his voice shakes, uneasily shifting his eyes everywhere.

Chimmy is afraid yet nervous as well too.

"You, ... You didn't get more attention you needed from them. That's why you leave us Right?" He talks in the air, and in the corner of his eyes has tears on it, fixed on that same place.

"I'm sorry i was the cause ... i hate myself! I'll make them ... Make you also important, More important than me." Tears streams slowly down to his cheeks, landing everywhere, the grass, the fallen leaves, and even on his yellow colored hoodie, making it dark colored spots.

"I'll,... I'll find you with all of my strength that i got. Ill Will find you secretly, without them knowing it. Without them worrying on me. I promise, cross my heart." He pants, as he catch his breath. Drawing small crosses on his heart.

Chimmy wiped his tears, and stood up and whisper in the windy air...

Quiet long sighs came from his small mouth, making his own saliva kinda slimy and sticky, gulping slowly.

"Listen." The First dry monotone word came out from his little mouth.

"If you can just hear what I'm saying this day." He wished while he's looking up at the sky and back to the grasses.

"I'm just, I'm just okay... Why do you guys take care and worry to me so much? Is it me? The only one you care and not the one who really needs it?"

A/n: aww i felt warm hearted for the lots and lots and TONS of support and also the LOVE you give to this book, we gain a lot of love, thanks for making this book on top!