Doubt | BT21×BTS

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Tata always feel good while running inside the studio round and round, like this turn into tata's daily habit.

He can be 'feel so free' whenever both of them, or yoongi decided to brought him to the studio, since he can't really go outside. Yoongi strictly prohibited that.

"Yoongi hyung! Play with me!" He Pant but still happy. Does he even loose energy? What type of creature are you? A power Bank?

Days pass and the way tata speaks English just improve a lot. He doesn't add or slip w on words now.

Yoongi gave the wobbling alien a annoyed look."Sussh. I'm making a song." Putting his index finger in front of his lips.

"May i see?!" Extending his arms in yoongi's working table, grabbing the side of the paper.

"No." Holding the other side of the paper. Forcing the paper towards his side. They were like playing tug of war but instead they used a paper.

"May i see the son-" for that moment that both of them suddenly paused.

The paper tore apart unexpectedly. For sure, it wasn't tata's intention, and that wasn't yoongi expected in the first place.

He thought it could slip off tata's hands, like those movies who spits goo using mouth or fluids were going outside of his body.

Yoongi was very wrong about that. Stupid imagination. Goo toxics from aliens aren't real.

yoongi turn grumpy suddenly. "You tore it apart tata. Great. Now how do you fix this? You don't even know what to write here even if you know how to write letters or not you just can't."

"Oh no. Sorry yoongi hyung. I - i - i."

"Why did i ever have a distraction on my life? Like you?" Pointing at the alien standing.

Even a battery pack needs to be charge. And the power bank Doesn't get it's own energy to itself, it needs the main source to be packed.

"Oh, okay." He kept Smiling but faded. Yoongi shot his eye at the paper back again to see what he can still do.

Just like an empty battery, he was sitting in the corner. Is he traumatized of yoongi's words? Or traumatized by yoongi.

Yoongi is scary by himself, his words are scary on its own. Tata wouldn't rather to talk to him. It reminds him how fool he was. And he was scared to be judged again especially judged by yoongi.

15 hours that tata incredibly didn't talk. Tata always got reasons that answers 'why?'

Obviously why would he talk to him anyway, second, yoongi is buzzy, third yoongi is mad at him, forth yoongi is scary, fifth yoongi is scary, Sixth scary, seventh scary...

And the rest of the numbers were just, scary.

The scary is repeated many times, the rest of the numbers were labeled scary. Is yoongi really that scary?

If we can look back, tata wasn't scared of yoongi, yoongi was scared of him when they first meet.

He wasn't scared at yoongi, he's scared of being judged, especially by the once who he love the most.

Its 2:07 am, yoongi fell asleep on his place, usually when this happens most of the time, he could fix the table, stock the papers and make his arms to extend until it looked like a pasta, then gently put yoongi's head to have a soft pillow and he would sleep beside him.

But instead Tata, run away from yoongi while asleep.

Tata felt sad.

Tata was sad.

That His heart shaped head would tear apart. How can yoongi tell that to him?

Tata was loved by everyone, but why not yoongi? Why cant yoongi love tata instead?

Why Does tata believed at his instincts that yoongi love him? That yoongi would love him.

This is a lie

all of it was a lie

Love was blind and stupid.

"I wasn't attached to his heart... He didn't accepted me. FAKE." Walking by himself all alone in the dark way.

One light from a room that hit his eyes accidentally, it makes him curious so he goes inside without hesitations, or either thinking properly.

"W-what is this?" Holding a gold like thing on his little hands.

"G-gucci?" Shuttering while reading the carved letter on it.

The light suddenly opened up, and the man started to groan with eyes half open. "Who are you?" A cold raspy voiced person indeed.

Tata just turn his eyes lit up for a second. "Are you jimin?"

"Oh? No... Sleep with me?" Patting next to him."over here Please?"

And tata crawled at the bed beside him. "Do you love Gucci?" The man wearing his face started a conversation with him.

"Gucci? What's that?" Starring at the one he holds.

He turned off the lights again. "The one material thing that i love."

"Do you love someone else a side from Gucci?" Looking with a very straight face.

"Yeah, well i love jungkook, jimin, hoseok, jin, yoongi, Namjoon, and the character named tata, i actually love all of them." Listing all of the names even with the favorite cartoon character.

"I hate one name out of all of that." Sadly replying.

The man turned to feel his feelings. "Really? Who? Why?"

"Yoongi hyung, he didn't like me, but even i say that, i regret it." Tata felt a sudden regret of his own. Was loving too much, cause this?

"You don't hate Yoongi now? That's fast." The guy was impressed.

"I still love him, but... Noting did changed."

"Still Same amount of love behind that? You're strong. What's your name?"

"Tata."

"Taehyung."

"Do you love me?"

A loud snore he suddenly heard.

"Good night."

He's sure now, Taehyung loves him than yoongi did, he felt it.