The Shy Girl (Jack Johnson FanFiction)

Chapter 20

EMILYS POV

Shit i should have never told him that I like him. he probably thinks I'm so sort of fucking freak ugh why is this so complicated.

"Wait you like me?" he asks with a little smile.

"I don't know anymore just leave me alone" I say as I slightly push him out of my way.

I can tell he was upset when I said that but at the moment I really don't care I just don't want to be near him at all. And just to my luck I have English with him too.

After math was gym so i was talking to Diana for the first time in like forever when I realized she wasn't really paying attention.

"Hey are you even listening" I asked.

"No not really" she said harshly. "Have you realized that you only come to me when you have a problem? cause I have and I'm sick of it! Have you ever thought that I have stuff going on too?! Because I do and you seem the least bit interested. I'm just done with you, leave me alone" she said and walked away.

What just happened. I feel like I'm gonna burst into tears any minute. My best friend officially hates me now. I mean I know I haven't been spending much time with her lately but that doesn't mean she has to be a bitch about it.

She was literally my only friend and now I have no one. I can never talk to my parents about my life because whenever I do I know that they really don't care.

After gym I feel like I have all my emotions drained out of me. i feel completely nothing.

I walk into English and take a seat and wait for class to start. About halfway through the class I notice Jack looking at me. When he notices that I see him he smiles and I don't know why but that pissed me off so I gave him the middle finger and looked away.

After school i head to the park and go towards the swings. I stay there for a couple minutes and then Zak shows up.  i dont know why but i am really happy to see him.

I stand up and give him a hug that i can tell he wasn't expecting.

We start talking and I can't believe how natural this feels. We talk just like we used to when we were best friends.

"So does little Toady have a date for homecoming?" he asks while laughing. Toady was his old nickname for me. i dont know where it came from but there is a part of me that feels so happy that he still remembers it.

"Nope I do not" I say while laughing.

"Maybe we should go together? Like as friends?" he asks.

"Sure why not" I say.

Then I remember Jack. Oh well fuck him.

We sit there a little bit longer until it gets darker and then I start heading home. Zak walked me home and we had such a fun time acting like little kids with each other.

"Ok well goodnight" I say as we walk up to my house.

"Good night little Toady,  don't let the bed bugs bite" he laughs while walking away leaving me to my thoughts and realizing what just happened.

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Sorry for the long wait guys but I was trying to make this chapter a bit longer than usual and I had a lot of planning to do for the Sunsation tour. Which was the best day of my life. I had general admission but me and my friend snuck onto the main floor and where very close to the stage. After that we found the tour bus and chased the guys around. I got a picture with Dillon Rupp, Matthew Espinosa, Daniel Skye and Aaron Carpenter. And I got my phone case signed by Taylor and Daniel. and then Matt signed my poster and I touched taylors butt and matt told me me loves me. And it was just the best day of my life. If sunsation is coming near you guys I really recommend going because it was amazing. Okay well yeah. Thanks so much for reading and I will update soon love all of you!!