in my heart
i love him
all the time.
i want you with me when i feel like being alone.
i tried to keep myself busy. i slept it away. it comes back no matter what. a meaningless conversation. familiar scenery. i just feel so tired, i don't want to be me anymore. i want to be completely vulnerable and trusting with you. i'm a bit lost without you. it hurts holding onto u knowing someday i'll have to let u go. i'm learning a lot about falling in love when i fell out of love. i learned a lot about being a friend when i was alone. oh, we were so close to being in love. happy was the colour of u. i'm a little cold, but i'll warm up with u. i cant remember what i was so angry about. someone will love u, but someone isn't me. i wanted it to be me. but...
please love me. only me.
laying in bed thinking of u. i killed a part of me to keep u alive. people are temporary.
-Jess
Youngjae's smile helps ease some of the pain. I love his solo song. ❤️
