How can you act like that?...
I felt like I deserved to be loved. I never knew loving you would cause me pain. Surrounded by a lot of drugs, but I would rather get high off you. You were everything that I wanted. I knew you'd leave someday, so I ran away. I think I need a hit of you. Right now... I miss you. I'm faded when you're with me. I can't get enough of you. Your love is way worst than drugs. Yet I still fall for you. I need you back. They're maybe a lot of guys, but you're the only one that comes to mind at night when I'm lonely. I know it's over, and it really never started, but in my heart it was real.
Nothing haunts me like the things I haven't said. I know one day my heart will stop mentioning you.
-Jess
