I was happier with you..
You left me scared, broken, and unable to find comfort in others because you showed me that my trust means nothing. We didn't get the chance to be what we wanted to be, or at least what I wanted us to be. Your name was once the loveliest note that caressed my ears. But now your name, is the saddest sound I hear. Where do you run when your heart is breaking? I'm breaking down, but I can't run to you. Do you know how it feels? Do you know how it feels to love someone who will use you only until they find themselves? Because I really do hope you find yourself and you'll be happy one day, I just know that when you find yourself... I'll lose you.
I hope you're doing okay because I'm not at all.
-Jess