Flaws

06 & author's

SO YEAH GHAIS PAPABILISIN LANG NATIN ANG DRAMA NI TZUYU PARA MAKAPAG-VERSATZU NA SILA NI SANA... DEJOKE, basta para maging satzu ff na to talaga, baka kasi mamaya magalit mga btsxbts shippers dyan. KAlma lAng p0 oKay?? hindi ako bangtwice shipper, got7xtwice shipper kundi twicextwice shipper lang talaga. so okayyy :))) happy reading

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It's been a month now since I broke up with with him that straighforwardly but honestly? it still hurts. Kasi lagi kong nakikita si Sana dito sa bahay, masayang kasama si Mark. I never had the guts to talk to her after what happened. I feel sorry for her dahil hindi niya makakasama si Taehyung, i feel bad for myself dahil pinakawalan ko iyong taong dahilan kung bakit parang naging autistic ako dito sa resthouse ng fam ni Jihyo. "Okay ka lang gurl? I'm leaving tomorrow, sure kang titira ka dito habang nagm-move on ka?" Jihyo said---asked. I nodded in response pero nagsalita pa din ako. "Yeah, have a safe flight. Of course, Im okay. Perfectly fine." i lied.

Napagusapan na rin kasi namin ni Jihyo na dito muna ako makikitira, moping about the loss of my first love, i miss him. Dito na rin daw muna titira sina Sana at Mark until next, next dahil kasal na nila 3 months from now. Na-move iyong wedding nila dahil sa Issue sa relasyon nila ni Taehyung. Ilang araw ring nagkulong si Sana dahil dun. Pero Mark? he's cool with the fact na Sana cheated on her. He's okay with it. Sabi niya nga, "I love Sana, I'll marry her, what's the point of getting mad when things were said and done already?"

[FLASHBACK] After Taehyung went back to Korea, all alone, his heart broken twice here in Taiwan.

I woke up with my eyes bloodshot red, I cried again all night, last night. I asked myself, "Hanggang kailan siya ang magiging dahilan ng pagiyak mo, Tzuyu?"

I went down the stairs to eat brunch, it was already 1 in the afternoon. I overslept last night because of him. He was my biggest downfall. All my life, he was my everything. No doubt.

But on my way to the kitchen, I met Mark, reading a book whilst sipping a cup of tea at the garden just beside this very kitchen, outside.

After i grabbed a chocolate, snickers to be specified, i sat at the chair across him, he raised a brow on me, "Hmm?" he said.

I just rolled my eyes then smiled afterwards, mabait naman si Mark pero hindi mo talaga kayang pigilan ang sarili mo na mainis once na ipinakita niya sayo yung other side niya---yung ma-pride ganern.

I didn't hesitate to talk to him dahil tutal, Wala naman si Sana ngayon dito. Nag-shopping yata kasama yung friend niyang Mina, japanese rin. Bat ba nagkalat ang mga japanese dito sa Taiwan? pati nga si Hirai Momo na ex ng ex-bestfriend ko na si Jeongyeon ay nandito rin. Nag-break raw yata sila nung Dahyun-gurl na yun. Malamang nagdidiwang si Jeongyeon ngayon sa Korea. Nga pala noh? napansin ko na puro heartbroken and mga tao---kasama na ako dun.

"How's Sana doing?" I asked out of nowhere. I've been concerned about her, parehas lang kaming nasaktan.

He smiled, "She's okay, lagi nga lang nagmumukmok sa kwarto namin. Buti na lang at naisipan ni Bambam na pumunta dito sa Taiwan kasama si Mina. Ayun, nag-shopping agad. Tignan mo, lumabas din sa bilangguan niya."

I sighed as I know my next question will be more personal. Pero okay rin kung d niya sasagutin, personal nga e. I know he has his reasons. "Okay lang sayo? Hindi ka galit?" I asked, i know he already knew kung ano iyong tinutukoy ko kaya bigla namang nagsimulang sumeryoso iyong mukha niya. I was ready to get a glare for an answer but instead he spoke, "I love Sana, I'll marry her, what's the point of getting mad when things were said and done already?"

[END OF FLASHBACK]

Nagpa-arrange ako ng despidida party para kay Jihyo, lakas ng trip ko e. Para somehow, sumaya naman ako ngayong may aalis na naman. "Tama na ang drama, Tzuyu!" sigaw ni Mark nang makita niya na may luhang pumatak galing sa mga mata ko. Hindi ko na siguro matatanggal sa sarili ko yung maiiyak na lang ako with the thought of someone leaving, even if kahit na friend lang.

"But someone's leaving again, Mark." i reasoned out once he sat beside me.

"You shouldn't cry everytime someone leaves, okay? Just cherish the moments. Make every little thing you do together with that person, great. Stop crying, Im soft." he said then I giggled but he continued, "Hindi ko gusto ng maiyaking babae." 

"Gusto ko ba ng lalaking ayos lang sa kanya na nangaliwa iyong mapapangasawa niya?" i snapped but then we end up laughing with each other, "D naman natin gusto ang isa't-isa diba? Pero Tzu, advice ko lang sayo is whether na you've been cheated and lied on, stay what you are. Don't be a cry baby. Walang maidudulot na mabuti yang pagiiyak nyong mga babae. Chill, we only live once. May mahahanap ka, sure ako. Just enjoy life as it what it is." he assured tapos umakbay siya sa akin, saktong dumating si...