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Today was fucking exhausting cause we sent Jihyo to the airport and the traffic was fraustrating. Buti na lang maaga kaming umalis ng hapon kaya nakaabot. Pero there was this one thing that's bugging me. The thought of Sana without here, without Mark feels so lonely. It must've feel so empty not having someone you can talk to or at least appreciate an overwhelming silence between you two---pero wala e. Same as mine. Taehyung... i miss him. Pero wala na. Tinapos ko na. I couldn't bare to live with a lie---that's his love for me. I doubt it since that day. Hanggang dun na lang kami.

"Hey." bati ko kay Mark nang nakita ko siya sa garden, he was smoking. I've never seen him smoke since then but maybe he has his reasons why he'd do such a thing.

All I got was a nod.  But I sat anyways. Gusto ko rin ng may kausap. I really can't talk to Sana, baka ano pang masabi ko. "Where is she? You worried?" i asked. He was really worried, I see.

"I don't know, yeah."

"Don't smoke."

"Don't talk." he said then I zipped my mouth, his face was serious. Damn serious.

Eto na yung sinasabi ko. Silence. Nanaman. But somehow it was okay for me. We were just both quiet, no one was speaking. No one dared. Just the silence. Taking it's toll on us.

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