Danplan Fanfiction

Chapter 12: Stephen X Hosuh

Stephen's POV

Its hella stupid, but I'm in love with Hosuh. I know, why are you in love with him? I honestly don't fucking know, though it might have to do with his sweet personality, his charming face, or how kindly he acts toward everyone.

But forget that, I just need to tell him how I feel right? It's so much harder than I ever thought damn it! Every time I get close enough he leaves or some shit, ugh feelings are more complicated than I thought.

But I know today is the day, we are going out to eat at like 6. I'm also thankful to the fact Daniel is not joining us, that prick. He knows something and wont confront me about it, damn him.

"Hey Stephen what time do you want to leave?" Hosuh's voices calls out to me.

"I don't care sometime around 6." I shout back standing up and stretching my arms and legs, its already 4, I should start to put some clothes on. I walk to my room and throw on some decent clothes that weren't to wrinkly. I washed my face and brushed my teeth and combed my unruly hair.

"Stephen hurry up, I want to eat!"

"Damn I'm coming," I sigh walking to the door and being greeted by a lovely looking Hosuh who just smiles widely. My lips twitch into a small smile as we leave to get in the car, I get in the drivers seat and Hosuh sits next to me.

The car ride is filled with small chatter as I try to keep calm wondering when I should tell him. I should do it at the end, that will be easier. When we make it their we enter, get a table, get drinks and it settles down. Its not a fancy restaurant but not one you can always visit.

I sip on my drink almost forgetting what I got as soon as Hosuh smiles again. "H-Hosuh why are you smiling?" I ask trying not to stammer,

"You look so funny when you drink at restaurants," he speaks calmly and smoothly, damn, he is so good with words. I just laugh as a response. Sooner than expected our food comes, we eat pay for the food, then leave.

In the car were filled with a calm silence, I know this is my moment, when we get out the car just tell him. Whats the worst that can happen? We get out and before we get to the door I stop. "Hosuh I uh, need to tell you something."

"What is it Stephen?"

"I, like you. A lot. And was wondering if you would go out with me?" I can barely breathe right, my hearts beating as fast as possible. I look up to see Hosuh's face and my chest tightens.

"Sorry, I can't feel the same for you." Hosuh blankly states, yet he continues. "That's disgusting isn't it? Feeling a romantic attraction for another man? Wrong."

I could feel tears falling down my cheek. Chest being uncomfortably tight, unable to breathe or comprehend what's happening. I didn't know this was how he felt, I-I wouldn't have even-

"Don't talk to me. Ever, I can't believe it had to be you." Hosuh spits, words coated in venom. I stand there wishing I could be different and not who I am now. I want to scream, apologize, cry, anything but not be here. I'm sure tears were falling, but Hosuh doesn't care, he turns his back on me and walks in the house.

Why did it have to be me? I wish I could do something, say something back. Even if it was a fucking, insult. My knees drop to the ground as I cant help but sob, I hug myself, knowing this was the only affection that I could get tonight.

Well that was depressing. Sorry for that, it was requested and I hope it wasn't to bad. Anyway After a few more chapters I will finish this book. Today and tomorrow are the last days for requests before I stop them. Then I will finish the requests hence finishing the book. Hope you all enjoyed bye~