Gaara's Twin: Two of a kind

2 happy things in one day: Sanya's revealed heart

(Shira's pov)

Its been a week since we came back to the Akatsuki base and a week since Sasuke declared war on Konoha. I felt so alone. Sasuke has been somewhat distant from me....and now....now I've lost Sanya-sama. My heart hurts..I'm familiar with this loneliness.

'Maybe Sasuke has time now.....Maybe we can hangout..' I thought with little hope as I got off my bed and walked down to Sasuke's room. I took a deep breath in and out as I slowly knocked.

"Who is it?" Came Sasuke's strict voice. I was slightly tensed. "I-its S-Shira.." I called and he said to come in. I came in to see him sharpening his katana. "What do you want?" he asked. I was confused a little.

"I just came to see how my boyfriend was doing." I said. he glared at me. "How do you think!" he spat. I coward alittle from his voice. "S-Sorry.." I muttered.

He scowled and then just went back to sharpening his blade as I looked down at the ground.

"Are you tired of me?" I wondered aloud. He stopped what he was doing. "What?" he asked with a eerie voice. I looked up at him with angry eyes. 

"Tell me Sasuke! Are you tired of me! All you've been doing is planning revenge on OUR home village!!! Are you blind, you're about to destroy the exact thing Itachi-san tried to protect you Idiot!" I yelled.

I then found myself slammed into a wall with my hands above my head. I gasped from the impact.

I looked to see Sasuke glaring at me with his sharingan.

"What would you know huh? You understand nothing about a sibling bond! You wouldn't even be able to comprehend what 'm feeling! You have the nerve to talk about us!? If you were on my side you'd be supporting me! That village took away everything I had and made me kill my brother because of its lies!" he yelled.

I gritted my teeth as my hair covered my eyes.

"You idiot! they didn't make you do anything! You did it yourself no one was forcing you to do shit! Your clan was planning on killing the leaf! I know how it feels to lose your family!" I yelled with tears at the brim.

He growled and let me go, my legs buckled and I fell to the ground. He didn't say anything as he walked away and went back to sharpening his blade. I stood up still not showing my face. "I can't believe I threw what was important to me for an idiot like you.." I spat gritting my teeth.

'"If you wanna get killed then go ahead! But remember this...love is nothing but an illusion. It does not truly exist in this world.' Sanya-sama's voice rung in my head. i gritted my teeth. i looked up at him with tears in my eyes.