why do i still have this feeling which makes me look like an idiot.
though it feels great but i know its wrong.
i used to like this feeling though it was never really something I should keep since its only for you.
I mean look when would you and why would you like me back..?
you never really had feelings for me.
i don't know why i can't let go.
i don't know anything.
and this is why i always rush.
rushing isn't the best but that's what i do even though i know it wrong.
i need to change.
i really need to because if i don't.
everything will be worse than it already is by now.
