Fuckboy But I Love Him

~CHÃPTRE 2~

Edward's POV:

I woke up the next day to realize that drinking didn't help me ,on top of that, it made me feel so fucked up in the morning - well I mean 13 pm- after that I drunk more and more of that whiskey bottle .

My headache was so intense, my muscles were so weak and I felt like my body is still asleep .fuck.
Well since my parents are spending some days on a hotel and they weren't home yet - thank god - I'm not being obligated to explain this terrible smell of whiskey which is all over the place -shit- nor the empty bottle on the living room's floor next to the couch where I spent the rest of the night .- nice dude , what a bastard -.

I grab a towel and start taking a shower , letting the fresh cold water hit every single place in my body as if it's cleaning my mind and letting all my fucked up thoughts leave my body , the smell of the lotion making it even better dripping of my wet hair .

Sitting on my bed with only a towel around my waist after opening the windows of the house to make that smell dispear and let the fresh air take its place, something popped in my head - that's right - .

That girl on the roof of the building .shit.

How could any human be this Perfect ? -for god sakes -
To be honest, that held me a lil bit to forget about that whole break up thing more than anything else but it frustrated me so much that she had that kind of affection on me ,as if I'm locked in a room without a key or any door that could help me to get out . I think that it's because I used to be the one how attract ppl not be attracted to them , ppl suck af - I'm selfish I know -.(it's a fact .)

Realizing that I started overthinking of this bullshit , I started drying my wet hair which is now all over my face with the towel that was around my waist .
I started wearing my white T-shirt - which I hate the most but ppl ,well, girls like it - ,my black ripped jeans , my leather jacket -that shit cost me too much - and my black boots ,but for my hair I just brush it with my hands to take it off my face -cus actually I'm not into being a little copy of James Charles -.

Actually, I don't know where to go since I don't feel like hanging with the boys - they're jerks but I enjoy being with them- ,  Jason, Jack and Sam . I used to hang out more with them after school - high school classes- but since it's the summer vacation I didn't really felt so , cus they enjoy partying ,getting high or drunk and get between girls legs . I'm not saying that I'm the polite, fancy and gentleman , I really do enjoy sex , weed -and some other shit- , partying all night long ...

I just want to have some quiet days , alone , especially after these fast changements that I've been through those days . Breaking up with a girl that I knew she didn't even love me but I started catching feelings for her , going to college very soon , looking for a new appartement cus , goddamn , it's time for me to move out of my parents appartement and get a life , a real one with responsibilities and shit , focusing on my studying - Never thought of that before , i hate fucking education but I'm not ready to be a homeless bastard that keeps using girls to make them buy his meals and get him a house to take a fuckin shower and sleep on a nice pillow...-
And maybe that's one of the reasons that makes my friends start teasing me and making jokes over my decisions cus they think that I'm so boring and that annoys me that they actually don't respect my future plain cus I make them feel bored and waste their priceless moment of moving to other places under the 'magic' of weed and drugs - actually it is a kind of magic but a poisoned one -.

I just want the best for them , I never thought I would say that - all my life, I've been a horny kiddo - but they must start thinking about their futures seriously, rea-...
Is that the girl from the roof walking on the same way as mine ?!...

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Hiii guysss!
So this is another chapter and it's longer than the first!

Actually nobody raid my story but I will keep updating in case that some miracle happened here...

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