Fuckboy But I Love Him

~CHÃPTRE 5~

Edward's POV:

Feeling her fingertips tracing my bruised jaw I let a little groan because it really hurts.
"Sorry!! Does it hurt that much?"
She said while my eyes met hers and she was , worried? -why is she so sweet ¡!-

"Actually...yeah , it does hurt that much.
But d-don't worry , I'llbe fine." I said trying to show a smile but I couldn't help but feel the pain all over my face -that grandfather isn't that bad after all -.

"I don't really think it's a good idea if we just sit here, c'mon we have to get you to a doctor." She said and got up while holding my wrist to make me get up .
Well, I need to understand this whole situation, so I stood up in fast movement and grabbed her by her waist .
She turned to face me while I still holding her waist ,she seemed confused but I didn't care .

"What's wro- " she said ,well , tried to before I interrupted her since I feel the need to know what she's trying to do -not that I don't like it , I really do enjoy it but she don't have to help me since we only talked once ...-

"Why are you doing this?" -shit- it came as if I'm screaming on her face , I think it's because of the pain that is now all over my head but I should've say it nicer , she's just helping me .

"Doing what exact-" -just answer dude...- I think that I started getting mad that she's doing this, cus every time she starts being all sweet , cute , caring , I feel more attracted to her and it's so fucking bad , I feel like I want to rip her T-shirt, smash her lips on mine , give her hickeys all over her neck & others .I know that these thoughts are not right ,at all .- shit -

She let go of my wrist while I said
"Helping me , being this kind , calming me down..."

"I should tho -" I interrupted her for the hundredth time today .

"No !! You shouldn't , AT ALL. You barely know me . how could you know if I was the victime in this fight ??? I can be the one how is batting that old man's ass to take his money or something ?? What if I hurt you now and take your money or rape u ???" SHIT I'm so mad - or horny-

"Hey ,hey ,hey ... Could you please let me talk without interrupting me ???" I just nod and let her talk while my eyes are all over her lips , eyes , neck , body -FUCK-
"If I thought that you would be a criminal who can hurt me or hurt that guy in the shop I wouldn't even talked to you , so calm down .
I'm pretty sure that you're not that bad after all you picked my purse of the floor and you didn't even take a look in it you just gave it to me and I really needed it . All my money were there , so thanks again .You helped me and I did few minutes ago so it's fair enough , right ??" She said with a little smile -if anybody talked to me the way I did with her I would smash his face without even giving a damned fuck and she's now smiling at me ??!-

"Yeah... Right ,it's fair enough .Sorry if I raised my voice a little bit it's just all because off the fight "-lies , lies ,lies-

"No problem , wanna go to the doctor now?? " she said turning behind and walking but I kind of didn't know what the fuck I'm doing but all I know is that I grabbed her wrist and she turned around to look at my hand grabbing hers so tight. So that's when I realized that my grip was so tight so I just let go of her wrist and I put my hands on both sides of her waist and I just grabbed her closer to me so her hands were on my clenshed chest .
I put my head on her shoulder and close to her neck and I just closed my eyes sniffing her perfume in my lungs - I'm getting harder , GoD-
She was snecked first but she just put her hands over my neck and tightened her grab on me and know I feel her body touching my bulge in my pants-satan is a fucking bitch-
Her head on my chest since she's a lot shorter than me and her hands are making circles on my neck.

"Thank you " that's all I was able to say while breathing hard by just hugging her -well, fuck...-

"You're welcome" she just answered gently as if she knows that my life sucks and I need her body , skin , touch , lips , perfume , her .All to myself and that's so selfish especially that I only knew her few hours ago and she's not even my friend , that's so annoying, bad , weird but pure. It's my pure feelings that I never felt before.

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A/n :
Guys , guys , guys
This is my update today and I decided to keep updating just for the 34 of you because i love you and I appreciate you for reading this ...

And you know what?? This CHateR is LOngeR THAn the OThers ...

Have a great day ❤