I looked up at the sky.
Grey clouds dominated the sky and emprisoned the sunlight.
It was gloomy , just like my mood at that moment.
I dropped my gaze and held a leaf between my fingers it was so delicate and fragile that i could snap it easily with my fingers.Crack.
"Hyung ."
A warm hand patted me on the shoulder
"I finally found you ! Do you know how hard it was for me to climb this hill?"
I took another leaf.
"You shouldn't have came then"
I felt his burning gaze on me and i didn't dare to look him in the eye...
I looked at the leaf's brown edges slowly caressing them."Brian Hyung! Why do you always come up here? "
"Hyung? Hyung? Answer me !"
"What is This? Who hurt you? Did you fight someone? It's bleeding !"
I turned my head brutally as his hand dropped a few inches away from my bruised face
"Wonpil-ah it's none of your buisness"
He took my chin in his hand and made me look at him
"What do you mean it's none of my business? How dare you say that? Come on let's get those cuts disinfected"
Wonpil took my hand and forced me to stand up , locking his eyes with mine
"Never say that again Hyung. You took care of me before. Remember? It's my duty to take care of you know. You are my Hyung after all"
Climbing the hill down , wonpil kept struggling and cursing under his breath.
I chuckled a little and offered him my hand he took it gladly and smiled widely at me.
He is so cute sometimes.I was sitting in wonpil's living room fidgeting with my fingers as i waited for him to come back with the ointment.
How am I supposed to explain this to him?
How am i supposed to explain the deep cuts in my knuckles , the violet bruises on my ribs and the scars all over my face.
How am i supposed to explain to him the bleeding in my heart?"I found it Hyung, mom put it away. I'm sorry it took too long"
I nodded my head and gave him a small smile that didn't reach my eyes.
Wonpil sat comfortably beside me and made me turn to face him."Ouch ! That hurts! "
"Well you should've considered this before getting into a fight and hurting yourself !"
Minutes passed by and wonpil was still applying the ointment all over my hands and face
No one really cared about me as much as wonpil does.
No one really payed attention to me not even my own family.
Wonpil was always there for me.
He was my friend and he always had my back.
I took his hand and squeezed it a little"Thank you wonpil-ah . Even tho you are younger than me you always understood me and always cared for me "
"Hyung stop it with your lovey-dovey crap"
He slapped my chest and laughed.
I winced at the pain and wonpil's eyes widened in concern" did you break A RIB?" He screamed
"I-I DONT KNOW " I screamed back at him .
"I can't believe you! How am I supposed to treat THAT? Hyung ! tell me what happend NOW !"
I looked at him apologetically
"I'm sorry wonpil... I'm really sorry"
And i burst into tears , I can't hold it back anymore.