me and leto fenris x reader

suicide

"i could pay for your room but you are paying for your own drinks"

i sat up and we started to walk for the hanged man

"so why did you just up and leave Fenris's place?"

i just stayed quiet and bowed my head down in anger and sadness i looked at her, ready to tell her

"well...it is because i know about you to but i have been in love with him since we were kids but... i never told anyone that he was...my um... first kiss"

i looked at her see seamed shocked at what i said and confused and sad i knew that feeling to many times to count.

we finally arrived we went inside and got welcomed by Varic as always but i was in no mood to be cherd up i started up the stairs and Varic tossed me the keys to my new home.

hawke talked to Varic but then she left i turned the corner and went into my room and sat on the bed it was surprisingly conformable

Varic walked in awhile after

"are you OK do you want a drink?"

"Sure"

He smiled when I said that like if I said no to the one thing I needed most right now

We went down stairs I was surprised of what I saw so many people were here and I could see Fenris the best he was by the bar then I noticed everybody else was here to even hawke

"Why are there so many people?"

"Well it is late at night and it is a bar"

* 3 hours latter*

We had talked a lot but in the back of my head was the thought of I should die and not cause trouble for anyone else

I went back to my room. In one of the cabinets there was a shaving knife

I got it and put it next to the bed and I stared at if for awhile I Hurd a knock on the door and cut my wrist hopping it was Hawke or Varic but then Fenris came in.

He saw the blood from my wrist he rushed over to me used the red ribbon on his wrist to stop the bleeding he looked at the knife