Forbidden Love •Taekook•

Nine

Rule #260 You can not put yourself in the way of harm voluntarily

Taehyung walked around the palace looking down. He felt weird. Unsettled. Unsure of anything.

Jungkook wasn't any help either.

He wasn't trying to go back to his old habits.

Taehyung came to a wooden door with gold handles and he cracked it open looking inside.

A bathroom. Thank god.

Taehyung slammed his fist into the mirror. He wasn't strong but the mirror cracked into tiny pieces.

Sharp pieces.

It was kinda pretty if you looked at the light reflecting off of it.

Taehyung didn't care about the mirror. He was sure Jungkooks family could afford a new mirror.

Taehyung leaned down and picked up a shard and stared at it.

Everything has been so stressful....

He touched the mirror to his thigh and when the blood flowed he pushed harder.

Tears pooled in his eyes but it was okay.

Everything was fine.

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I feel like this is a topic I have to cover.
Here's the thing I know that anxiety can feel like its weighing you down.

Constantly.

Yes cutting is a way to cope and I understand kind of.

But here's the thing you deserve the world and I don't want anyone to take that away from you even if that someone is yourself.

There is no way to cure depression. But just know that someone cares. I care. And somethings nothing goes right.

Everything's wrong but you have to pretend everything's just fine.

But nothing is. And you just need to deal with all the shit in your life. But nothing ever works.
I love you okay?