dream || j.jk✔

the beginning

i was walking around. somewhere by a lake in seoul, and while i was looking out at the water, i felt a presence behind me. i turn around and see a handsome face. he looked like a model. i was breathless. he smirked and then walked away. leaving me confused and dazed. i wanted to chase after him but i couldnt move. i wanted to scream for him to come back but i couldnt make a sound. for some reason, i was mute and i was paralyzed. then i saw jennie laughing at me saying that the guy was her's. that i will never be as pretty or talented. then i was that mila was by her side. i wanted to scream again but i was still mute....

i woke up in a cold sweat. that dream was weird. i saw my best friend with my worst enemy. i wonder if that was real. of course it wasnt because dreams dont come true...right? and who was that guy?

i jump as i hear a knock on my door and sigh assuming young-jae was coming to wake me up for breakfast.

"young-mi?! are you up?! you have to get ready so you can eat breakfast! i dont need you to be late again!" he yells while banging on the door.

"yes im up! i'll get ready right now! and i was only late one time!" i yell back as i get out of bed. i go to the bathroom and take a shower then do my normal morning routine. after i put on my uniform, put my hair in a half up half down and go downstairs to eat.

"morning jae." i say grabbing my plate that was already waiting for me. a little steaming but still cool enough to eat. it was eggs, bacon, and toast. the best breakfast ever made by my brother.

"good morning." he says stuffing his face with eggs. i chuckle.

"thats not polite jaejae. how are you going to get a girlfriend eating like that?" he laughs and looks down while eating his toast.

"how do you know i dont already have one?"

"you what?!"

"call me when youre done so i can drop you off." he smiles and goes upstairs. i scream at him to come back but quickly give up and continue eating. 

this is the sad heartbreaking story of my family. if you couldnt tell we didnt say good morning to my parents. my brother being older than me witnessed that when we were little, our parents were kidnapped and killed by bad people. we never found out who or why they did it. since i was so young, i didnt understand much but eventually young-jae told me an a more mature way what happened. i was already sad from them passing but soon, i was depressed for awhile before i had to tell myself they are in better place now. i never want to think about it so i distract myself from it by sleeping or talking. i miss them so much.

after i finish eating, i call jae and we leave. he drops me off and i walk to my class. when i get there there was barely any people but then i see mila smiling and waiting at my seat. i smile back while throwing up a peace with duck lips and walk over to her.

"good morning mimi!" she says as she hugs me like her life depended on it. i chuckle and hug her back.

"hi mila. why are you hugging me so tight, its only been a day." she rolls her eyes and sighs.

"so? i miss my bestfriend." she pouts and i laugh and hug her tightly. then i stop when i hear someone scoff.

"eww. what are you doing?"jennie says because she heard me and mila laughing. i turn and look her up and down.