dream || j.jk✔

hurt

*young-mi's pov*

i woke up the next morning groggy from what happened last night. the boys were gone and i felt alone. im sure jae was at work because he got called in again.

and i started to think about what mila said. i couldnt wrap my head around the fact that she was jennie's sister. i mean, it makes and made sense. i couldnt believe she lied to me though, for years.

she was my first best friend and the first thing i had after my parents were gone. my eyes started to water thinking about it.

i had to get up at some point so i could stop thinking about it but, i couldnt. i went downstairs and i saw that there was still a mess so i decided to clean it up.

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after a couple of hours, i was done cleaning. i was smiling at this point because i got a call from jungkook. he said he misses me and he was checking on me. just as i sat down to relax, i got a message from mila saying she wants to meet at bt21. i was happy she texted. i knew she wanted to talk about all of this and honestly, i forgive her.

from the look in her eyes when she confessed that last night, she was sincere. it wasnt planned and her tears were real. i felt bad that she had a sister like that. i miss her though. i miss my best friend so i accept her request. i go put on a pair of sweats and a tight tank top and a hoodie with adidas.

i leave the house with a smile on my face start walking to bt21 ready to make mila my best friend again.

*author's pov*

as young-mi was walking, she wasnt really paying attention to her surroundings. she looked up from her phone and saw bangtan across the street but what she didnt notice was a car that looked as if it was waiting for her. jungkoook looked across the street and smiles at her, waving.

"hey guys!" she yells at them and they all laugh at her cuteness. she runs across the street and the boys yell at her.

"wait! young-mi!" a car drives at the speed of light and hit hers. she flys far from the car unconscious.

*jungkook's pov*

"nooo!" i scream out running to her as the car speeds away. tears are streaming down my and the boys' face. i hold her body and caress her cheek.

"p-please...please mi, wake up....s-stay here with me...i-i need you here now...stay awake f-for me please...i love you..." i sob and the boys are there with me. people start to gather around and watch because they couldnt do anything.

after a few minutes that felt like forever, the ambulance arrives. i wanted to go with her but they said because im not family, i cant go. i look down looking at my shirt, and her blood was on me. it was making me more upset. i fell in love with her and i hate to see her hurt. but does this proves how much i love her?

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we were all in the waiting room. namjoon, jin, yoongi, hoseok, jimin, taehyung, me, and young-jae. i was pacing and young-jae was feeling regretful.

"this is my fault.." he mumbles.

"this is not your fault." i say out loud.

"but it is! i left her home alone! im her brother and im supposed to protect her! but no! i left her alone while i went to work and i didnt even call you guys to watch after her...." he says now hes sobbing. jin goes to rub his back.

"its not your fault, we promise you. everything happens for a reason. all you have to do is believe that she is going to be okay." he nods and i slighlty smile. i miss her and i dont want to lose her. i sigh then the doctor comes out. i turn to him immediately and he smiles at us.

"shes going to be okay. she just has a few cuts and bruises and a broken leg but now shes fine. she is a very lucky girl. you can go see her. she is sleeping so be quiet." we all quietly cheer in celebration when we hear shes okay. we nod and the doctor moves out the way so we can get in.

my eyes start to get teary when i see her in this condition. i go the side of her hospital bed and sit next to her. i grab her hand while tears are streaming down my face. i couldve saved her. i shouldve saved her but everything happened so fast.

"he must really love her, huh?" young-jae whispers and jimin chuckles.

"yea. he wont stop talking about her or talking about how badly he misses her." they both chuckle.

"shut up, hyung." i croak out. i lay down on her lap still holding her hand. i felt someone rub my back and i sigh.

"we're going to get clothes and food and stuff for all of us. do you want to come?" i shake my head,"okay, we'll be back in a couple of hours." i nod and they leave. i stare at her face and look at the bruises that were on her face like before when jennie hurt her. her poor leg as well. that made me start to sob again.

"im so...so sorry, mi. i let you get hurt...i didnt save you...it just happened so fast...im so sorry..."

"aww kookie, you have nothing to be sorry about." i heard a voice and someone playing in my hair. i look up and see her smiling. i looked at her as if she was a ghost.

"how are you even smiling right now?" she tilts her head.

"what do you mean? it was an accident so its fine." she smiles again and i cant help but smile back. i just stare into her eyes, her beautiful green eyes. her bangs spread across her forehead and her long black hair with dyed ends falling down her shoulders. she is just so beautiful. not like any girl ive ever seen.

"w-why are you looking at me like that?" she says flustered and i smile. i lean closer to her and she just eyes my lips then looks me in the eyes. i do the same.

our lips finally touch and it feels like bliss. her lips are so soft that it makes me feel like its a drug. i sit on the bed and slowly reach to touch her cheek. i caress her cheek and bite her lip asking for entrance, which she granted. we had a war that we wanted to last forever but we had to pull away. i lean my head on hers and sigh.

"im so glad youre alive." she giggles.

"awww you cant live without me now, huh?" i sit back in the chair and turn away from her.

"pft. what? n-no. i just...um...yeah." i say honestly and she just burst out laughing at me as my face turns red.

"stop it, its not funny.." i stutter and her laughing calms.

"im sorry. im sorry. youre so cute."i smile at her. she motions for me to lay on her lap and i do. i let her play in my hair while im admiring her features. i never noticed the mole above her eyebrows or her lightly sprinkled freckles or her soft dimples that appear when she laughs really hard. i love everything about her and her getting hurt makes me want to protect her from everything.

*young-mi's pov*

i was playing in jungkooks hair and i could tell he was staring at me which was making me blush. then my phone rings and it says 'mila'. i gasp becuase i forgot i had to meet mila at bt21. i answer.

hello?

young-mi?! are you okay?! im so sorry!!

i hear her sobbing on the other line.

why are you crying mila? what happened?

it was jennie...she put you in the hospital...

my heart stopped for a second as i dropped my phone. jungkook immediately looks at me. tears are streaming down my face and i can hear mila calling my name. jungkook hangs up the phone and looks at me.

"........it was..jennie."