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With how things have been going with school and real life stuff...makes me wonder where I am going to end up? I don't really see myself being successful in anything. I don't see myself being known as something important in life that will help me with my life. I don't know what will happen in the future, but I don't see much from where I stand. I dunno, it's sad sure, but part of me kind of accepts this, I dunno. I don't see myself making it through this world, not with how I am. I don't know where I'll end up later on, either in a dead end job that I most likely hate or just dead by a natural cause. And when I die I don't know where I'll be, heaven or hell, yeah I got to church and believe in God...but I'm a serious sinner. So even after death I don't know where I'll be. Ain't this a bitch.