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Lack of Trust - Forgiveness

I was there I played your games. But after the lack of trust it wasn't the same.

I trusted you, how could you throw it away. I made this rap just to say.

Say that I've had enough of all this BS. My patients and mind has been through the test.

I told you a secret and what did you do? You told the person I didn't want you to talk to and now it's through.

I admit I use to love you Ellie. But now I guess trusting you was silly.

Please don't be sad if you see this rap. I couldn't hide these emotions anymore I felt like I'd snap.

Now let's talk about the person I don't like that much. When she told you it felt like it was such a clutch.

I thought you'd react differently, but I guess not. He thinks we were chill, but that's what he thought.

I keep his name hidden because I don't want to start any type of drama. I try to not start it, I mean come on.

I'm sure some of you know who I'm taking about, and I'm sure he does as well. If he tries to confront me about it, oh well.

I just want to get this out of my chest. I feel this way about him I don't know about the rest.

Ellie you're a good girl I'm sure you'll find someone better. You'll have to grow first and find someone later.

You can do it I know you can. Just talk to God and take his hand.

Now for the person I don't like that much. Honestly I'm sorry, I didn't mean to rush.

Honestly I'm sorry for the psych. There's just something about you, that I don't like.

I honestly don't know what it is.

It's just something I can't really explain. Things just haven't been the same.

Maybe it's how you are towards certain things.

Maybe it is that, it might be it.

In the end I just want to say I'm sorry. Sorry I was just a little wary.

Sorry, it's just all the shit you've done made things complicated.

You almost always seem depressed or sad about something. But in the end it becomes nothing.

You always think like every little thing that happens is the worst. You get so angry or sad it makes you look like you'll burst.

But come on man, change a little. And maybe you'll settle.

I hope you don't get mad or sad about this man. I just needed to get this out as much as I can.

I hope y'all don't hate me for disliking him, if you find out who. These emotions just been stuck to me like glow.

I had to say this at least. This is Jet signing off, peace.