Harry's POV
Lately I've been feeling really weird towards someone. They have brown feathery hair, beautiful blue eyes. He's about 5'9 and he's just beautiful. Yes. He. I'm not gay though. I like girls, so I don't know why I'm suddenly feeling this way. It makes it worse because he's Louis Tomlinson. The most popular guy at school and I'm Harry Styles. The bully. The one who bullies this other gay kid Niall. I'm not homophobic but like he's just annoying and he's also Louis' best friend. I want to be his best friend! That fag shouldn't be his best friend! He's nothing!
I looked up from the ground when Liam nudged me. I saw a mop of blonde hair with brown roots. I smirk to myself. " Hey Fag! Is this your boy..... friend... " I slowed myself down when I saw who was walking next to him.
Louis.
Fuck! I should've thought twice about that. Suddenly he pulled Niall closer to him and started to walk towards his house. He yelled something as he walked. " Nice to see you Loves! Now please excuse us. Plans with meeting the family! "
If you heard something shatter, it was my heart. They're together? I can't believe this... I felt tears prickling my eyelids and I didn't even try to fight them. I just kept staring at Niall and Louis as they walked away. I felt a tear escape my eye and two strong arms pull me into a hug. Liam knew I have been having weird feeling for Louis. He's really accepting also. I couldn't help but just break down when I was in his arms.
" Shh. It's okay Harry. He's probably just messing around. C'mon lets go home. " He said running a hand through my hair, calming me down a little.
" B-but... h-he's with N-N-Niall! " I managed to choke out inbetween my sobs. We started walking towards his house in silence. My sobs turned into the silent ones and I was shaking like crazy.
" Mum! We're home! " I heard Liam yell as we entered his house. I've been staying with Liam for about a week now since my mum and step dad have been on business trips.
" Great timing boys! Dinners ready! Come and eat! " I heard Karen yell back. I'm sudenly not hungry right now.
My crying has become hiccups and I bet I look horrible. " Uh... I'm not hungry tonight Karen. I-I'm just going to go to bed okay? " I said walking towards the stairs.
" Are you sure Harry? It's your favorite, Tacos. " She asked. I could hear the concern in her voice because she knows I never skip a dinner after school.
" Yeah I'm sure. Night. " I ran up the stairs and plopped down on my bed. I just sat there staring at the ceiling thinking about Louis.
Why would he want Niall? I mean sure he's never really even talked to me before and I've never really tried to get to know him but seriously! The most popular guy in school... dating the loser of the school. Just my fucking luck. I sat there just thinking to myself for about another hour or so until I heard the bedroom door open.
" Harry? Are you okay? " Liam asked as he sat down on the end of my bed. I just nodded not trusting my voice still. " Hazz.. I know you're not okay. Tell me what's wrong please? " I finally just gave in because I didn't want to deal with him being mad at me.
" I like Louis! I can't take it that he's with Niall! They're supposed to be Best friends only! I'm supposed to be Louis' one and only! Not Niall! " I yell. He looked at me with shock of what I just said but I didn't care what he thought at the moment.
" You really like him don't you? " Liam asks me. No duh! I nodded. He just smiled and layed down... What's he up to? " Night Haz. " He says finally.
" Night Li. " I say and climb under my covers and fall into a deep sleep.
" Hey babe! Let's go out tonight! " I said to Louis as I wrapped my arms around his waist.
"Okay babe. Where? " He asked kissing my cheek. I smiled.
" This club that Liam told me about! He said it is really cool. "
" Okay. Lets go then! "
We got out of the car and went inside the club. Louis stood by myside until we saw that Niall was here also. Louis ran up to Niall and told me to get some drinks. After I got the drinks for us three I came back and saw Louis grinding up against Niall and kissing down his neck. Giving him several Lovebites.
I walked up behind Louis, tears streaming down my face, and tapped him on the shoulder. He turned around to look at me but was still grinding against Niall.
" Louis? " I asked completely broken.
" You really think I would Love you? I love Niall! Not you Harry! You're just a man-whore who no body will ever love. "
" But.. but.. " He cut me off.
" Why don't you just go away? Can't you see I'm busy? "
I screamed and jolted up from my sleeping state in my bed. I was sweating like crazy and there were tears streaming down my face. Liam shot up as well and quickly came over to my bed pulling me into a tight hug. I couldn't stop sobbing into his bare chest.
" What did you dream about Haz? It's about 5 : 30. " Liam said softly. He started running a hand through my hair which surprisingly didn't calm me down at all.
" L-L-Louis and I w-went t-t-to a club a-and N-Niall w-w-w-was t-there a-and I w-went to g-get d-drinks a-and when I c-came b-back... L-Louis w-was g-grinding on Niall a-and h-he s-said he n-never l-l-loved m-me! " I sobbed even harder remembering the nightmare I just had.
It was about 6am when Liam got up to start getting ready for school. " C'mon Harry. We gotta go to school today. We have tests. " Liam said to me, picking me up off the bed. I walked over to my side of the closet and picked out sweats and a white v-neck and a gray beanie. I didn't even care if I looked like shit today. I really didn't want to go to school today anyways.
Me and Liam walked downstairs and grabbed our bags. We both skipped breakfast and just started walking to school. We walked in silence until we heard laughter behind us. I turned around to see Niall inbetween Louis and this olive skinned boy. Must be new. I cringed and crossed my arms over my chest as if I was holding my heart together when I saw Louis put his arm around Niall and pulled him close.
" Liam.. I really don't want to go today. Can't we just make up the tests? " I asked Liam as I turned back around trying to choke back the tears that were comming.
" I'm sorry Hazz, but there maditory. You know that. Now c'mon. Stop looking at them okay? " He said back.
We got into school grounds and that's the time I wanted to break down the most.
Louis whispered in Niall's ear. Making Niall blush and hit his shoulder.
They split up. Niall and the olive skinned boy walking one way and Louis walking towards his group of popular friends.
Today's going to be shitty... I thought as I walked into the building.
Author's Note : Chapter Twooo <3 :DD Haha Got some sorta Larry goin' on.. :D llsbo ! Hope you guys like it :D <3 Goodnight Loves <3 ~ A <3
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/1841809-288-k517564.jpg)
YOU ARE READING
Let Me Find Out Your Secret. ( Ziall & Larry )
FanfictionI am I guess the new kid. I've been bullied all my life by friends and family and bullies, so I came here to get a fresh start. That is until I see someone else getting bullied. I never knew I had the confidence in me but I actually stood up to a bu...