Why Me?

Chapter 37

Song - Train wreck by James Arthur

Oliver/I: we're dating

Comments

Omg yes
Omg
Finally
Why?
I wanted you to date Tessa😭
Since when?
How long?
Oliver could do better
I don't like her
Break up with her
She using you
She just thinks you're perfect and will use you

Oliver: guys seriously, I thought you would support me

Me: no Oliver they do but some of them doesn't like me apparently

Oliver: don't feel bad it's not your fault,
your perfect

Me: Oliver, please just get off

Oliver: ok what ever will make you happy

He ended the live and I didn't know how to feel like I know that stuff isn't true but its getting to me. A single tear fell from my face.

Oliver: come here, don't let it get to you

Me: Oliver, why don't they like me?

Oliver: I don't know but it's not for them to decide

Me: I know and the reason I love you is because I can see pass all the fame. I know you're not perfect and neither am I.

Oliver: who said

Me: Oliver no one's perfect

Oliver: ok just don't let it get to you

Me: I won't let's just drop it please. I don't want to talk about it anymore

Oliver: can I still tell my friends?

Me: fine but they'll just find out anyways

Oliver: Who do you want me to tell?

Me: how about we stop telling others and just spend time together 

Oliver: ok well do you want to show me where you use to live

Me: yes, let's go

At the first place Sina remembers being in

Oliver: this looks like a house

Me: yeah it does but it's a trailer

Oliver: tell me what you remember

Me: omg I loved this place. So also I had this pillow case I loved and had as long as I remember that we moved to the other place which I'll tell you about when we get there. I don't have the pillow case anymore because my brother puked on it and I cried about because I loved that pillow case.

Oliver: ok you really loved that pillow case

Me: yeah I did but anyways. So lots of memories. Me puking inn the bathroom and not picking it up and leaving it there. Puking again from eating cereal, also puking by the tub but I was five so yeah. Having play dates with my friend Nina. My dad giving my birthday present and then leaving. Remembering my dad would only stay for my sister's birthday. Crying a lot in this place and having that pillow case to comfort me. Petsitting a dog and it biting me on the hand twice. Having rats or mouses come into the trailer some how. Teaching a baby how to walk and still being friends with her but can't see her as much anymore. When we left this place, I cried because I had friends here and I would miss this place and all of the memories. *cries*

Oliver: come here
*she leans over** Oliver gives her a hug and kisses her cheek*

Oliver: hey I don't want you to cry. I can see that this place meant a lot to you. This place will always be in your heart and will go no where.

Me: thanks Oliver your so sweet.

Finally I'm back and I have ideas for the next two chapters so yeah but put places you would want to travel I'm the comments  for reasons in the next chapter. Also go read NikkiAdams2005 book. She's a good writer too.