Your My Everything

11

Sorry this took so long to publish, I had writers block and it freaking sucked, so I had no idea what to write. But I'm publishing this now so......yeet

   *Billie's P.O.V*

"You ready BJ?" Y/N asked. I sighed and said "yeah". We all walked to the porch and I knocked. Brendon's dad, Boyd, answered the door. "Hi Mr. Urie, I'm here to talk to you and Mrs. Urie" I said. He nodded and opened the door more to let us in. I saw Grace in the kitchen with her back facing me. I coughed and she turned to me. "Well if it ain't Billie Joe" she said and hugged me. I was surprised at how nice she was being to me. "Uhh, yeah, that's me" I said and chuckled nervously while scratching the back of my neck. I looked at Y/n and she had her arms crossed and a serious look on her face. I sighed and said "umm, I just wanted to say sorry about earlier, I didn't mean to blow up like that. I know I shouldn't have done it but I just wasn't myself. I'm really sorry". She looked at me, then at everybody else. Then she pulled me into a big hug. "It's okay, I forgive you. I know what it feels like to lose someone close to you like that" she said and pulled away from the hug. I smiled slightly and went back to Y/n's side and put an arm around her waist. Grace looked at us and then looked at my arm around Y/n's waist. "Are you too together now?" She asked. I smiled and said "yeah, we are". I looked down at Y/n and kissed her cheek. She blushed and I chuckled.

"Okay, I'm gonna go get my stuff, I'll be down in a few. Umm, can I talk to you upstairs for a little Bren?" Y/n asked.

             *Y/N's P.O.V*
"Umm, can I talk to you upstairs for a little Bren?" I asked. Brendon looked at me and said "uhh, yeah sure" and walked up the stairs with me. When we got up stairs I hugged him immediately. He hesitated but hugged back. "Thank you, Thank you so much Bren, I love you so so much" I said and kissed his cheek. "No problem Y/n, I always have to make sure that your happy. I love you too, so much" he said and buried his face in the crook of my neck. I smiled and pulled away. "Okay now I actually have to get my stuff together" I said and put all my stuff in my bag. As I was picking up my clothes I saw the condom wrapped from 'that night'. I picked it up and turned around to show Brendon. "Umm, where's the trash can?" I asked. He looked up at me and then at the condom wrapped and blushed deep red. I giggled and handed it to him. He went down stairs to throw it away. All of a sudden I heard somebody yell "IS THAT A FUCKING CONDOM?!?". I laughed and grabbed my bag and went downstairs to see Tre, Mike and Billie all huddled around a condom wrapper. "Uhh, what are you guys doing" I asked and they all turned around and yelled "nothing" at the same time. "Well it sure seems like your staring at a condom wrapper like its the damn god of your existence" I said. "Because, it is, it's the god that decides whether a child will be born or not" Tre said. I just looked at him and said "what the fuck are you talking about Tre?". He smiled at me and said "I honestly have no idea". I shook my head and smiled. I walked over to Billie and hugged him. He hugged me back and kissed the top of my head. "Oh c'mon guys, stop being so cute" Mike said. I smiled and smushed my face in the crook of Billie's neck. Billie laughed and said "someone's being extra snuggly today, what's this all about?". I smiled and looked up at him and said "because I love you" and kissed him passionately. He kissed back and wrapped his arms around my waist. Tre came over and said "okay c'mon this all way to much for us". "Ugh, fine, I won't show my boyfriend affection" I said and stood a foot away from Billie. "But I can hug my best friend" I said and and jumped on Brendon's back, who was now talking to Dallon. "Sup B" I said and kissed his cheek. He smiled and put his hands under my knees for support. "It's great Y/n" he said. "That's good....TO THE KITCHEN" I yelled. Brendon ran into the kitchen with me still on his back. I was laughing like crazy as I clung onto Brendon as if I let go I would lose him forever. He tried to put me down but I clung onto him more. He laughed and said "do you not want me to put you down?". I nodded and buried my face in the crook of his neck. He laughed and said "alright then, I guess I'll just keep you on my back".

            *Billie's P.O.V*

I saw Y/n on Brendon's back and I got a little jealous. I know I shouldn't because their best friends, but they had sex together, they've kissed and I just don't want to lose another person in my life. Y/n means the world to me. She is my world. She's my everything. I can't lose my everything. Not again. If I lose my everything, I don't know what I'll do to myself. But, they're best friends, so I need to calm down and not be so jealous. Stop being such a jealous fuck Billie.

             *Y/N's P.O.V*

As I was on Brendon's back, I saw Billie starring at the ground. I wonder what he was thinking about. I'll ask him about it later. For now, I wanna spend time with Brendon. "Hey B?" I asked. "Yeah y/n?" Brendon said back. "I wanna go to the fair, can we go" I asked Brendon. He smiled and said "of course we can, do you wanna go tonight?" He asked. "Yeah" I said and nuzzled my face into his neck. He chuckled and said "well I gotta get ready so I need to put you down." I pouted but got down from his back. I walked over to Billie and hugged him around his torso, burying my face into his chest. He chuckled and wrapped his arms around my shoulders. I felt him rest his chin on the top of my head. "I love you Y/n" he whispered so quietly that even I barely heard him. "I love you too" I said and looked up and kissed him passionately. I felt him smile into the kiss, which made me smile. I broke away from the kiss and just rested my head on his chest.

*Just wanted to say that in like chapter 6 it says that Billie's mom abandoned him. I'm sorry but I never really mentioned that Billie's mom abandoned him, but she does. She abandons him and then his dad dies*🙃