Your My Everything

14

           *Billie's P.O.V*

I was watching T.V at Y/n's place when I got a call. It was from the police station. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, surely they got the wrong number...right? I answered the call and a women said "Is this Billie Joe Armstrong?". I replied back saying "yes" with a hint of confusion in my voice. "I'm calling regarding Y/f/n Y/l/n. She was recently sexually assaulted by a man named John Lake at the fair this evening." My heart dropped. No, this can't be happening. She couldn't have been raped, not again. "Oh my god, okay, I'll be right there" I said frantically. I quickly put my shoes on and grabbed my sweater. I ran out of the house and saw Y/n's mom getting out of her car. She saw me and looked confused. "What are you doing here Billie? Are you okay, you look like you've been crying?" She said to me. "Y/n, she was...she was raped" I said and started crying again. "Oh my god, oh god, where is she?!?" She asked me. "She's at the fair with Brendon right now" I said. And then I realized. She was with Brendon. Why didn't he protect her? He should've protected her. He's gonna get it when I get there.

Y/n's mom drove us to the fair and when we got there, there was police and paramedics all around the bathrooms. I ran up to the bathroom and saw Brendon. I was soon filled with rage and fear. I ran to Brendon and pushed him. We were yelling at each other and pushing each other. And then Brendon pushed me to the ground and straddled me and yelled at me. "DON'T YOU DARE SAY I WASN'T THERE FOR HER! I WAS THERE FOR HER WHEN YOU WERE BEING A COMPLETE DICK! I WAS THERE WHEN HER DAD WAS ABU-". He cut himself off and looked down at me with wide eyes. I looked up at him confused. "She told you about her dad abusing her before me?" I said feeling hurt. He looked over at Y/n's mom with a look of regret. Oh shit, she didn't know he was abusing her. I don't even think she knows that he went to prison. "What are you talking about? Are you trying to say that my own husband abused our daughter?" Her mom said. Brendon got up off of my lap and went to go talk to y/n's mom. I walked over to the paramedics and saw Y/n lying on a gurney. I started tearing up at the sight of her in nothing but Brendon's t-shirt. She wasn't sleeping, she was just lying down. She hasn't seen me yet, I don't wanna scare her. I quietly knocked on the truck door and she immediately sat up, but then winced. I felt a wave of sadness come over me as I watched her in pain. She started sobbing in pain. I sat on the gurney with her and held her in my arms. "You wouldn't ever hurt me? Would you Billie?" She asked me. My heart sank at her words. She doesn't think I would actually hurt her...does she? "No, no no no, of course not. I love you so much y/n, there aren't enough words in the world to show how much I love you" I said and kissed her temple. It was then that I realized that she was completely naked under Brendon's t-shirt, while she was on my lap. I blushed at this thought and tried to sooth my raging boner in my pants right now. Billie! Stop it! She just got fucking raped you asshole! I thought to myself. I situated myself so I didn't have a raging boner any more. She was not straddling my lap and shoving her face into the crook of my neck. I smiled at her action and wrapped my arms lightly around her waist. She sighed in content and lightly kissed my neck. "I love you Billie" she said, but it was muffled because her face was stuffed into my neck. I smiled and said "I love you too y/n"

*Brendon's P.O.V*

I was hugging Y/n's mom when I noticed that Billie was gone. I pulled away from the hug and kissed y/n's mom's cheek. I walked over to the ambulance truck and saw Y/n asleep, straddling Billie's lap. I smiled at the sight and went to go sit with Billie. "I feel so bad, if only I was there. I could've protected her. If only I stood outside the bathroom. I would've seen that guy walk into the bathroom" I said and dropped my head into my hands. "Hey Brendon, it's okay, it's not your fault. You couldn't have stopped it." He said and patted my shoulder lightly. I smiled at him and said "thanks Billie, I needed that". He slightly smiled back at me and then looked down at Y/n who was now moving slightly. I saw her look up at me and smile slightly. I smiled back and rubbed her shoulder. She flinched a little, but then relaxed into my touch. She looked up at me and smiled, but then that smile faded mad she started to cry. I started to panic and said "what's wrong Y/n? Are you okay?". She started to sob and then said "it hurt so bad Brendon. It hurt so fucking bad" and then tightened her grip on Billie's shirt. I felt so guilty. I could've protected her. I could've kept her safe. I'm such a terrible friend. "I'm so sorry Y/n, I could've kept you safe, but I didn't. I didn't protect you. I'm so sorry, I'm such a terrible friend" I said and cried into my hands. Y/n got up, winced a little, but got up and went over to me and sat in my lap. I wrapped my arms around her waist lightly and cried into her shoulder. She kissed my cheek and nuzzled her face into my neck. I smiled at her with tear stains on my cheeks. "I love you Brendon, don't you dare think that you didn't protect me. You kicked the guy off of me. You stopped him from hurting me more than he did" she said, slightly muffled. "I love you Brendon, so much" she said. "I love you too" I replied