Addiction

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I am giving this poem a trigger warning due to the fact that it has a part talking about suicide and cutting. If that is a problem then please do not read this poem.

People say to let it go
But I can't, I'm addicted
I'm addicted to the sight of you
I become an alcoholic trapped in a bar
I'm a heroine addict in a room of needles and heroine 
You're all I see in the halls anymore

People say to let it be
But I can't, I'm addicted
I'm addicted to the smell of you
I'm a smoker in a room with a lit cigarette but cant reach
I feel like a huffer in a room of untouchable spray paint 
When I pass you, you're all I can smell

People say to let it end
But I can't, I'm addicted 
I'm addicted to the feel of you
I feel like a cutter in a room of locked up razor blades and knives 
I can't seem to get away from the want of feeling
My heart screams to brush past you just to feel you

People say it'll go fine 
But it won't, I'm addicted
I'm addicted to the sight of you
I just need to see you to feel a crave 
I'm addicted to you so badly

People say it'll be ok
But it won't, in addicted 
I'm addicted to the smell of you
I just need to catch a bit of your scent to know something was true
This addiction hurts me so badly 

People say it'll end soon
But it won't, I'm addicted 
I'm addicted to the feel of you
I just need a hug so that I can feel again 
This addiction is KILLING ME

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