Why is my bed so cold
It used to be so warm but now it's just old
It was warm before you
So hot when I was with you
And now it's just cold
I never knew how lonely a bed could be
They always say a bed has a welcoming warmness
But now it's just cold and lonelyWhy is my bed so cold
Even when I had the nightmares, it was never this cold
When I startle awake, it'd me warm and comfort me
It was never so cold
My pillow is always so cold and wetWhy is my bed so cold
I curl into my fetal position to trap my warmth
I would have thought that I'd cry more from the nightmares
But nothing is as scary as the coldness that my bed has taken inWhy is my bed so cold
I can't sleep with my pillow anymore
It's too soaked from my tears
The blankets are so thin
I'd almost think they weren't there is i could feel the burden of their weightWhy is my bed so cold
My blankets don't help anymore and I'm stuck in this cold
The only way I can escape the cold is to sleep
They tell me yo stop being lazy
But I'm not lazy
I'm just coldWhy is my bed so cold
I can't seem to be awake anymore
Everything is just a dream
I'm freezing from the inside out
The cold began at my heart
Now I can't see
I can't walkWhy is my bed so cold
My body only thaws when I'm near you
I can only see around you
My mind is freezing
I don't want to go to sleep this way
I worry I won't wake up this time
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Poems From My Heart and Soul
PoetryThese are poems that I've written and are writing. I'm not writing these because of the fact that people want me to, I'm writing to help me and others.