It's Okay.
The perfect illusion i made up just for me to really think that i'm fine, yet here i am lost in this sea of nightmares,
the worst part of it all is that i can see it even in broad daylight replaying through my mind.
The calico cat, the balloons, the old lady the books, all of it gone because of me, because of my selfish thinking, and again beacause i wanted to be with him, i regretted that i chose to ignore the overwhelming feeling at first then maybe when i acknowledge it some time earlier just maybe i'd still be the same old me.
But one thing's for sure i won't ever take back the time that i am with him before, because he was my guilty pleasure. The one who can make me regret that I didn't stay as he said so, yet I didn't leave either.
Up until now he still is my Paradise.
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The Magic Shop
Short StoryExpressing ones love for her idols. Just for fun. Republished because i'm a lazy ass psycho.
