Arabella.

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/Arabella/

Work took forever to end and I knew it was because of how excited I was to be seeing Keaton. But on the bright side Wesley's board was finished and I almost finished painting the octopus I'd been sketching for the past week. 

Dad could sense I was excited so the moment Wesley's board was dried and ready to go he let me leave, taking the board with me to hand off.

At 11:30 I knew they boys wouldn't be quite expecting me but the fact that none of them were awake made me laugh. Wesley Answered the door in nothing but his boxers and half awake.

"Surprise?" I said from behind the board. His face instantly lit up and he started giggling and hugging me pulling me into the apartment.

"Who's there?" I heard Keaton say rubbing is eyes and trying to fix his messed up hair. "Oh shit Ara hey!" He said giving his face one last hard rub before hooking his arm around my neck and giving me a big hug.

After they ate their breakfast they both excused them selves to shower quickly before their camera man came. Of course though  by the time the doorbell rang neither of them were out of the shower so i expected nothing less then the reaction I got from the man holding a camera bag.

We sat in a semi awkward silence until I told him that I was the one who painted the board for Wes that was now sitting up against the wall.This sparked some conversation until The two boys came out dressed and we all piled into Keaton's room. 

Sitting on his bed, Keaton went first on the microphone. I sat back hoisting my feet onto his bed watching as him and Wesley went back and fourth singing a doo-whop version of a song I had never heard before.

When we all walked in here  a book that sat on a shelf in the living room caught my eye and I grabbed it before we entered, so while the boys sang a do-whop version of a song I've never heard I read the book. Every once and a while Id sit up from my laying position and watch them sing and act dorky for the camera.

I had hardly realize everyone was done and out of the room because of how focused I was on the book so when Keaton appeared hovering over me It scared me pretty good.

"Everyone left." He said sitting back allowing me to prop myself up onto my elbows and look at him fully. He rocked over me and laid next to me and taking the book from my hands and tossing the book to the floor. He then grabbed my hand and fiddled with my fingers until I got enough courage to roll onto my side and face him. 

"You re extremely talented." I said smiling and squeezing his hand. He turned his head to look at me with a sweet smile on his face. He was a lot closer then I thought he would be where he laid and the closeness of our faces made me blush. He pushed a piece of my hair behind my ear and let his thumb trace over my skin. 

I didn't know what he thought of me, or even if he thought anything special of me at all, but all I wanted to do in that moment was feel how soft his lips were with my own. I knew though, being the one to actually make the first move was something I could never get enough courage to do. I was able to tackle the biggest waves in the world without any doubt in my mind, but for what ever reason laying here with this boy made me so nervous and so scared it was almost as if I was paralyzed. 

Keaton's brows furrowed as his thumb continued so trace the skin on the side of my face.

"Whats wrong?" He said, his hand trailing down to play with a strand of my hair. 

"I don't know..." I said not looking him in the eyes. It was true though. I didn't know. I didn't know anything about his intentions or my feelings or his feelings. If he was just doing this to do it or to get something kinky out of it I didn't want to wait around to find out. But if he wasn't and I made him feel the way he makes me feel then I did. This whole thing was so complicated it made me stressed and the anxiety build up in my system. 

"Yes you do tell me." he said scooting closer to me and forcing me to looking him in the eyes with his thumb. 

"No, that's just it, I don't know. I don't know what this is or if it even is something and if this isn't something why is this happening. I'm just more confused then I should be and I've never-." He stopped my rambling but covering my mouth with his whole hand. 

"Stop talking," He said with is perfect smile breaking through his words. "I like you. I'm not the kind of guy who would treat someone in a way where feelings can get mixed up. If I didn't like you I wouldn't have held your hand. I wouldn't have laid next to you and I most certiantly wouldn't have done this." He said as he slowly tilted my head so he could touch our lips together. 

My entire body bursted with pure joy and excitement. My entire body exploded with the nervous butterflies that erupt in your stomach and my head became completely blank. This was the first time I've ever been kissed like this. 

The moment he pulled away the feeling lingered as my fingers went up to touch my lips. He was looking me right in the eyes smirking at my reaction before pulling me so my head was resting on his shoulder. 

I turned my head to hear his heart beat and smell his sweet scent and smiled into his shirt. I think he could feel my goofy grin as he gave a slight chuckle. 

"I like you too." I said resting my slightly shaking hand onto his chest. I felt instantly comforted as he wrapped his arms around my body and held me tight, as if I was going to get up and run away. 

When I felt it safe to look up, meaning the red in my cheeks had subsided, I did to find Keaton already looking at me. He gave me a small smile and started to rub his hand over my back.

"Can I kiss you again?" He said with a serious look on his face. Instead of answering him I lowered myself onto his lips. This time this kiss started off soft and slowly rose to heated movements. 

Keaton tucked his hands around my waist and getly flipped me over to lay me  on my back without breaking our kiss. Now hovering over me he took one of my hands and linked our fingers and held out hands to his chest. 

He broke the kiss to look down at me and smiled. He softly placed his lips onto the back of my hand before looking me straight in the eyes.

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|Sorry this was kinda shiet I just had to get that kiss out there:D xx|