second chance [k.b of day6]

twenty one

after seeing her face
after knowing the fact that i do have a real mother
and its her
gives me this heavy weight on my heart
im not sure what it is

as brian and i are holding hands we head to his house
i remember being here
its been a while
the first time i was here, i actually hated brian

we were really young and i remember so clearly
that we go into a fight at school
over some stupid thing like
who was a better person and who had better friends
and i punched him
heh really thinking abt the amount of times ive hurt him is quite a popular majority
but anyway
i had to visit his house and apologize to his whole family and him
that was the first time i was at his house
being here again
just made think

wow im lucky to have been here and have such happy, funny memories
and i remember
that whenever i went here
after that day
i was always treated so nicely although what i did (hit him)
he still was accepting, he always has been

accepting
loving
i wanna talk to my real mom
i really want to