Crumbling Curiosity~ By Amber E. Williams aka HeartMeDontHateMe

Pour it Up

Wine within arms reach, bed side remedy
For all the thoughts that haunt me
Pour it up

Think a little, think too much
Pour it up

Feel a little , feel too much, feel myself giving up
Pour it up

I'm doing shit to numb the pain
Ive become the girl i used to hate
Shit
Pour it up
Drink so much I forget
Smoke so much it doesnt matter anymore
I feel good i feel lite
Not so alone
Pour it up
Lay down close my eyes and relax
My body sinks into the pillows and cold sheets
The alcohol warms me when theres no one to hold me, someone should've warned me this is how life would be
Pour it up

Sweet taste to my lips, this shit is basically grape juice
Pour it up

I'm getting fucked up
This aint me
Or is it more me than ive ever known
Im losing hope
Pour it up

Thinking too much again
We drink to forget bitch
Pour it up