I was made for LOVING you

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''Do you like my Ming..?.''

''I do..''

''Why..?..'' Grandpa asked kit..

''I don't know the exact reason Pa.. I don't remember my parents.. I don't have any memory of my childhood.. I grew up as an orphan.. I work hard everyday.. but my hardworking always feel lacking.. the only achievement of my life is my 2 best friend.. they never left me.. always support me.. If I fall back they stay calm for me to stand up again.. but something that never happen to me,, happen when I first meet him..''

''What was it..?..''

Kit look back at grandpa eyes and said calmly.. '' I'm starting missing him..''.. grandpa give him a question mark look...

''No one told me but I knew from the moment I saw him,, I knew he is not someone I get close to.. he is not someone I should fall for.. damn I'm not even gay.. But I start missing him.. he is always inside my head.. I started worried about him.. I want to see him.. when I can't see him.. the only thing I pray to GOD is that.. please.. let him be safe.. let him be safe..''.. kit tear roll one.. he cover his face with his palm.. Grandpa pat on kit back for some time then he pull kit face and said firmly.. 

'' Now you know.. he is not just random dangerous man.. he is the most dangerous man in Thailand.. He killed people,, If needed.. and there are ton's of people who want's to kill him.. If you involve in any kind of relation with him.. you're life would be on danger always.. after knowing all that.. you want to be with him..?..''

Kit took a deep breath then said.. '' Pa.. I don't know, when I'm gonna died.. I don't know, how I'm gonna died.. But I know how much I love him.. I don't know about him.. but I want to be with him.. I want to be happy with him.. even If it's last for one second,, I want to be the most important part of his life.. I don't want to lose him,, thinking about a future without him in my life..'' 

Grandpa look at Mew.. he give a photograph into grandpa's hand.. grandpa give it to kit.. ''This is Ming parents.. After me my son took over the head position of this gang.. everyone respect him.. he was different then me.. he doesn't like to see blood unnecessarily.. he want's to change everyone.. he send Ming abroad.. he tell me that he doesn't want  Ming to take this gang.. I approve.. but Ming is Ming.. One day he listen his dad injured himself from a gangwar.. he comeback in Thailand.. he beats that man who touch his dad.. he is really good in fighting.. everyone see Ming as their future boss but his father was unhappy.. he didn't talk to him for month.. then one day he come to me and said.. he choose a girl for Ming.. Ming was just happy because his dad start talking to him.. but we did not know,, that was our biggest mistake..'' Grandpa sobering,, look at the photo dearly.. 

''the girl come into our life for revenge.. I kill her father.. so she want to kill my dear one.. she let me live but kill my son and his wife.. she try to kill Ming as well.. but he survive.. I wasn't in the country that day.. when I come back my son and my daughter in law already died.. Ming was in ICU for months.. I thought I lose him too.. he survive.. but I lose him.. he change completely.. he killed that girl and her whole family with his own hand.. he took over the gang.. I never see him smile again.. but..'' Grandpa look at kit and hold his hand tightly..

'' He start to change again.. I see him smiling after meeting you.. Kitiinan.. please,, don't leave him ever.. He is a good boy.. you can make him better.. I can't see him live a life like hell again.. Please,, make him happy.. give him love.. can you do that for me,, can you..?..''

'' I promise you Pa.. I'll give him everything I have.. If needed I'll exchange my life for his happiness.. But Pa.. I don't know how to deal with him.. I have no idea about his feeling.. did he ever gonna fallen love with me.. ''.. Pa smile loudly.. kit frown.. ''Pa I'm serious..''

''Silly.. why do you think about that.. he already fallen in love with you..''

''What.. but he said,, he can't love me..'' 

''Kit.. think about it.. everyone of our member know about you.. because they have to protect you.. no matter where they are.. Ming never enter kitchen in his life.. and I hear he cook for you.. I know how he treat you.. there is no one who can tell Ming what to do.. what not to do.. When you ignore him ,, he cry.. My Ming cry.. can you believe..?.. he has a room full with your photo.. You want to see..'' Kit nod..

They enter the room.. there are kit's photos everywhere.. on the wall,, floor.. have some album full of his photo too.. Kit took a photo frame on his hand and said.. '' why didn't you tell me Ming..?..''

'' He is afraid..'' .. Mew answered.. kit look at him.. Mew said again..

''After Miha ( the girl Ming engage with).. he never trust anyone.. but you make him fallen love with you.. he afraid.. he will ruin your life.. you will be in danger if you choose to be with him.. You already become his weakness.. he doesn't want anyone know about this.. so you can be safe.. he can't dare to lose you.. Even if that's mean he can't be with you.. now you tell me.. he love you or not..?..''

''He knew I love him.. and because of all this he decided to not love me back..?..'' kit asked in disbelief and Mew nod.. kit look at pa and said angrily..

''Pa' If I kick your grandson ass.. do you have any problem..?''.. Grandpa chuckled..

''I'm series Pa.. here I'm stressing about his feeling.. and he is just ignore his feeling for such stupid matter..''

''It's not a stupid matter..'' Mew said.. kit yell at him..

''Oh.. shut up.. Ofcoures I become the target.. but he can protect me.. didn't he..?.. what's the point of not loving me back..?.. Is he stupid or what..?..

Grandpa look at Mew and said.. ''Now I know why Ming love him.. there is no one who can scold you like that.. am I right Mew..?..

Mew nod and said... '' He yell at Ming too..''... Grandpa smile brightly looking at angry kit..