I was made for LOVING you

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Dhum.. Dham.. Klash.... Beating sound coming from other side of the room..

''Brother Please forgive me.. please.. just this once.. please..''

Dhum...

''Please brother.. I'll never do it again.. My mind is gone in gutter .. Please spare my life.. please.. give me a chance.. please..'' 

everyone go silence when Ming enter the room.. He walk to the big crown chair..

sit on the chair with his legs cross like a king.. and look at the boy.. Blood dripping from his head , nose and some other places of his body.. Mew standing beside the boy and blood dripping from his hand as well.. and It's clear it's not his own blood.. Ming look back at the boy and said with a voice no one can ignore.. 

''Spare your life..?.. Why..?.. ''.. The boy don't have the courage to talk infront of Ming.. Ming talk again.. '' Let me remind you.. In my gang we have 2 taboo.. 1 is Drugs and 2 is business of women.. and you broke both.. why do I spare your life.. please explain me..''..  the boy cry silently.. Ming stand from his chair and grab a girl hand and shout what about her.. huh.. Look at her.. and beg for your life..'' the boy ignore, he look at the floor.. Ming get angry and step on the boy leg.. the boy cry from the pain.. he grab his broken leg.. Ming shout.. '' why don't you say anything ?.. say it.. ..''  the boy shout and the girl also cry.. ''P.. Pleas.. please spare my life..'' Ming point his gun to the boy head.. and said.. ''If I spare your life.. those girls who you sell for your own pleasure.. will never forgive me..'' Ming pulled the trigger .. but he freeze from a shout..

''Minggg...''

Ming look back.. Kit is standing at the door.. Kit come to the house to deliver the food he cook for Grandpa and Ming.. but he hear some noise from this room so he come to see what's happening.. and he see Ming with a gun and a look in Ming face.. he get scared and unintentionally called Ming name..  When Ming see Kit looking at him in fear Ming hand shake.. he hesitate.. Mew come between them and take the gun from Ming and said..

''I'll take care of it.. you go..''.. Ming nod and walk to Kit.. Kit legs froze in the spot.. Ming come and took his hand and help him to walk.. ''Come with me..'' He said with soft tone total different from what Kit hear just a moment ago.. and the look of Ming eyes also change.. when they are about to enter Ming room,, the sound of gun shot give Kit cold shiver all over his body.. He look back at that direction but Ming hold his face and said,, '' nothing.. let's go..'' .. Ming feel guilty.. He can feel the shivering from Kit body.. Ming thought himself.. Knowing what he do and seeing what he do is two different thing.. Kit is an ordinary person.. violence is not in his dictionary.. and Ming feel terrible to show this side of him to Kit.. Ming try to say something to Kit but he doesn't know what to say.. ''Kit.. Ahmm..''.. Kit suddenly hug him.. and said.. ''Please hold me tight.. I'll be alright.. just be with me and hold me in your arms..''.. Ming hug Kit tightly.. He think himself..

''What kind of men are you Kit..?.. why you never asked me anything..? how can you believe me without any doubt..?  Please God.. Just let me have him.. Don't take him from me just like you did to Mom and Dad.. I only want him.. I won't asked you anything.. just him.. Let me love him Please..''..

Kit fall asleep in Ming arms.. Ming lay him on the bed and cover him with the blanket.. Kiss his forehead and walk out of the door.. Mew is waiting outside of the door.. Ming sit on the stair and say..

'' P'..''.... Mew startled.. Ming rarely called him P'.. he sit beside Ming.. ''P' I'm scared.. he didn't asked anything P'.. but I don't know how to explain either.. the look on his eyes.. I don't want to lose him P'...'' tear flow from Ming eyes, he grab his hair.. Mew patted on his shoulder.. ''I understand Ming.. but Kit is much more stronger than you think.. he accept you as you are.. accepting you as who you are is not an easy decision brother.. and I never see any hesitation in his eyes for you.. He loves you so much..'' Ming look back at Mew and said.. ''I know..''... Mew stand up and ready to walking but Ming speak again.. ''I'm sorry.. I hesitate..''.. Mew sighs looking at his brother .. ''I'm happy you did that.. that's proved how much he matter..'' Ming smile slightly.. Ming look back at the door and go down stair.. He never know that , Kit listen everything from inside the door.. and he promise himself.. 

''It doesn't matter how hard life would be.. but I'm not leaving  you ever my love..''