The end of April || JOSHUA HONG ||ON HOLD

Eleven

Joshua's arms wrapped around my waist and griped me tightly, my hands dropped to my sides.

My eyes were still completely open, but then his opened so mine closed shut, "Do you understand now Soonyoung..." he whispered to me.

I nodded my head slowly, I still haven't took in everything that just happened.

Joshua caressed my face, he was slightly smiling at me. I didn't know what else to do but stare into his eyes. He looked happy, I don't think I've ever seen him like this.

He was looking at me so softly, so delicately.

"Why..?" I said so quietly I thought he couldn't hear me.

Joshua then laughed and put both of his hands on the side of my face. "That's a secret."

•

It was the next day, Joshua had left early in the morning before I woke up.

I was mentally exhausted, so much happened last night. How do I know Joshua was being serious?

I went into the kitchen and grabbed a bowl and poured cereal and milk into it, I sat down at the table and ate breakfast.

Joshua's mom came and ate next to me.

We had a small conversation and then Joshua waltzed through the door. Right when he walked in our eyes met and he smiled at me.

Skskskskk my heartu

•

"Hey," Joshua smiles as I walk into the room.

"Hi..."

I lay on my bed and opened my laptop, I clicked on Netflix and began watching a movie with my earbuds in.

The bed sank next to me, Joshua laid down right next to me and took my right earbud out and put it in his ear. 

He snuggled his head into my neck and started watching the movie with me. I look at Joshua but he was focused on the movie.

•

"AH THAT WAS SO STUPID HOW COULD THEY JUST KILL THE DAD OFF LIKE THAT AND HAVE THE LITTLE GIRL GO WITH THAT PREGNANT LADY, WHY DIDN'T HE JUST CUT HIS ARM OFF!" Joshua yelled as the movie "Train To Busan" ended.

He got sucked into the movie and was so emotional about it.

"It would have spread too quickly."

Joshua looked at me with a blank face, "Shh."
He put his hand over my mouth, and gave me a huge smile. "I'm never watching that movie again."

I started laughing at Joshua, the way he got into the movie was cute but funny at the same time.

After Joshua hearing me laugh he started laughing too.

It got quiet once we stopped.

Neither of us talking, just looking at each other smiling.

I leaned in to kiss Joshua, he looked so surprised when I did it but he leaned in too.

Our second kiss happened.

And let me tell you it got a lot more heated.

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