Somebody to Call Mine

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Title: Somebody to Call Mine
Author: ohrenren
Link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/12174828-somebody-to-call-mine-completed 

PRELUDE: Heartache

Huminga ako ng malalim at pilit iwinala ang gumuguhit na pakiramdam sa dibdib ko. I have to conceal and hide everything.

Kahit masakit na.

Para kong sinasaksak sa bawat imaheng rumerihistro sa harapan ko. Tanga siguro ko para sadyang tumingin sa mga bagay na alam kong makakasakit sa'kin.

It's been a long time. Dapat ay sanay na ko sa larawang ito, dahil hindi lang naman ngayon ito nangyari. Naging parte na nga ng buhay ko ang masaktan ng dahil sa'kanya.

Too bad he didn't know what kind of pain he's subtly inflicting me.

I sighed. I want to thank God for all the memories I've shared with him, but I also want him 'why aren't we meant to be together?'.

I guess somewhere down the road I should learn to detach myself from him. I should learn to unlove the very same guy I adored and cherish for almost a decade.

Ten years of unrequited love.

How pathetic I can be?

Chrome looked at me with questioning eyes. "Are you alright, Mandy?" he asked as if noticing me for the first time kahit 3 oras na kaming magkakasama dito.

I nodded and faked a smile. "Never better." He nodded though his eyes remained looking at me.

His concerns made me fall for him deeper. I want to strangle him for that.

I gobbled down another shot of tequila "This is what I need." I told myself. I feelt the hot alcohol slitting down my throat and the numbing feeling it brought to my head.

Smile Mandy! That's your forte, pretending to be okay when in fact you are not.

"Kaya mo naman sarili mo diba?" matutuwa sana ako kung sinabo niya ay ihahatid niya ko.

"Of course I can manage. Ako pa." pilit kong pinipigilan ang inis na nararamdan ko. Nagseselos ako sa babaeng kayakap niya ngayon pero wala akong lakas na isalita yun kasi wala naman akong karapatan. After all I'm just a friend, a friend for god sake.

"Take care of yourself. Don't get drunk and call me when you get home. Ok?" Gustuhin ko man kiligin sa sinabi niya pero hindi ko magawa. Everthing that he said is nothing but pure concern about me as a friend. Nothing more nothing less.

Fvck you Chrome! You're really ruthless when it comes to me. Can't he take care for me the way I take care of him every now and then? Lagi na lang ba ako mag-aalaga siya pero iba aalagaan mo.

I shook my head to ease the dizziness I'm feeling. Kung anu-ano na pumapasok sa isipan ko dala marahil ng selos.

Selos na tanging ako lang ang nakakaalam kasi wala naman akong karapatan. Selos na kahit kalian ay hindi niya malalaman kasi wala naman siyang pakialm. "I told you, I don't need you to drop me I have my own car." Protesta ng fiancé ni Chrome.

Yeah you read it right they're together. At least in the eyes of their family and everyone who thought of them as a perfect couple, but for me. I disgust their presence. It's making me sick.

Nagtatalo na naman sila. It's their favorite past time. To bicker back and forth about almost everything even the smallest issue. Kahit ang simpleng paghahatid sa bahay pinag-aawayan nila.

"I'm not an animal you freak"

"Yes you are. Rare kind though" she can really match his sharp mouth.

Hindi ba talaga sila titigil? Hello may kasama kayong ibang tao. I grabbed my glass and headed for another shot at harshly slam it on the table "Just go! Damn it!" Kapansin-pansin naman ang pagkabigla sa mukha nilang dalawa. But I don't care, nakakapagod na. Masaya na sila samantalang ako mag-isang lumuluha.

Sh!t this is not me.

Tumayo ako at nagtungo sa gitna ng dance floor, this is the right place for me not in the couch sulking with my broken heart for 4 years. I even heard him call my name but curse him. Diyan na siya sa babaeng 'yan.

A guy immediately went near me. I snickered. Sino nga bang hindi maaakit sa hapit na hapit na damit ko. Halos kita buong kaluluwa ko. But I DON'T CARE. Sabi nga nila If you have it, flaunt it and I definitely have the skin and body for their lustful eyes.

I am starting my groove when I felt someone pinch my behind.

I simply nudged a little to escape his flickering hand. He's too old for me. He can qualify as my uncle or worst my father.

I cringed.

I found a good spot on the far end of the dance floor. Patuloy ang pagsabay ko sa indayog ng tugtog. Masyado kong nadadala sa mapusok na tugtugan. Unti-unti akong nakakalimot sa katotohanan at katinuan.

This is bad, but who cares?

Everyone around me gave way. Hindi yata masabayan ang galaw ko. But then, I was caught by surprise nang may pumartner sa akin at sabayan ang magaslaw na sayaw ko.

"Mind if I join you?" tanong niya habang patuloy sa pag-indak sa saliw ng tugtugan. I shrugged my shoulders to tell him I don't mind at all. After all, that's what I'm here for.

To flirt around and forget him.

Mapupusok ang galaw niya na parang inaakit ako sa bawat kiskis na nagagawa ng balat naming. He's challenging me.

Lumayo ako ng konti sa kaniya just to give some space for me to removed my black cardigan that finally reveal my bare back. I'm wearing a red tube top accentuating my curves. I can see lust is all over his eyes.

He grinned. Oh that smirk on his lips is annoying me. The crowd started cheering but hell I care.

Pareho pareho lang naman ang mga lalaki wala ng ibang habol sa mga babae kundi ang katawan. Mapakitaan lang ng konting balat nagwawala na ang pagkalalaki nila. And I think guy is not an exemption.

A little devil pops out of my head. "You wanna play some game?" I asked him, he gave me a smile. Let's play in this crazy dance floor Mr. Unknown.

I placed my hand on his behind and slightly gave him a taste of what it feels to be flirted. A glint of shock registered on his face. "Shocked? Don't act like your innocent dear" I whispered in his ears. Pero hindi yata papatalo ang isang to. Ngumisi siya na parang nasarapan pa sa ginawa ko.

"Not a bit, Missy" he have a husky handsome voice.

He grabbed my waist and started to roam around his hand on my bare back. I felt a tinge of awkwardness but I won't back down. I smirked a little. Normally, I would dlicker and hysterically slap this human being but it feels epekto marahil ng 4 ng shot ng tequila.

Being the crazy devil I was, I turned my back and rubbed my behind on his manhood. I felt him stiffen a little. This is the final straw a flirt man can't resist being teased through his little toy. It's their strength but definitely it can also destroy them and their walls.

"Let's get out of here!" he mentioned our way out. I told you, boys and their toys!

"Sure mister" I said teasingly. Alcohol is making me crazy and love it.

Nagkamali siya ng hinamon sa larong yan. If he's a flirt well I'm an expert. Years have thought me how. If the guy I love can't love me back then I'll swim into ocean of men to find someone.

Someone worthy of my attention.

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