WARNING: This chapter contains graphic content. You have been warned! (Including self-harm)
Maddie's pov
I decide to go to the mall to look for some new clothes.
I see girls giggling as I pass by, they remind me of the girls at school.
I remember how they called me names, pushed me, I remember what they did to me.
I start to feel tears form in my eyes. I can't stay here, I don't belong here.
I have to go home, I run out of the mall and unlock my bike and ride home full out crying now.
I don't want anyone to see me.
No one would notice me.
When I get home I get off my bike I let it drop to the ground and run to my room, I slam the door behind me and lay on my bed crying.
I deserve this, I'm just a loser, a nerd, I need this, I deserve this.
I get up and grab a box from under my bed.
No one knows about this, no one cares.
I enter my bathroom and open the box, I see a sharp blade staring at me, wanting me to use it.
"I deserve pain,"I whisper to myself as I take the blade and press it against my light skin.
Blood spills out, it's dark, and it shines in the light.
I hadn't done it for so long but I need to. The pain, the pain is me, I need the pain.
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Sorry for this depressing chapter but you were warned.
More sad chapters WILL occur!
