Dear Diary,

I dedicated this to Fantasizer190 because she was talking to me while I wrote this and she is a really funny and nice friend!

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     Hi, I'm keeping a diary to write all my emotions and thoughts and all that crap down because, just to say this in a light way, I don't have any friends to talk to so this is going to be my replacement. So here is my list of emotions

-Insecurity (If that is an emotion)

-Madness

-Depression

--Loneliness

   The list can run on and on, but to save you from your misery I will just stop there. If you haven't noticed already, this is not the usual happy and bubbly diary's most people have, but I'm not a happy person, so this shouldn't be a happy diary. It's all because one secret....

Neveah's P.O.V.

   I turned on the radio, trying to see if there were any tunes on that made me feel happier, better than I feel now, so far I have had no luck whatsoever. I turned the volume up, trying to catch the name of the upcoming song, and then I heard it, the song I was dreading to hear

                                                        What Makes You Beautiful

   Great this is not the kind of song I was looking for. But somehow I never moved my hand up to change it. I usually only hear a few words, because I figures out the song is all about me, my life, how I live and think, but today I heard them all but the ones that apply to me I ponder about;

   Insecure, being the way that you are is enough, smile at the ground, beautiful, shy, who am I kidding the whole dang song!

   I slammed the off button on the radio with my fist, tears streamed down my face.

  I'm not beautiful! No on even likes me! Why do I even bother to look pretty?! What do I bother?

   I quickly wipe the tears from my face. Hold your self together Neveah! Only 20 more days and no more of this dreadful school! It will be summer time! I force a fake smile on my face, and pull into the parking lot of my school, C.L.A. Lorno High.

   I grab my backpack and hurry into the building, I hear the morning bell ring. I'm gonna make it! I'm gonna make it!

  "Where do you think your going?!" Suddenly I feel a sharp pain climbing up my right shoulder blade

                                                               OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hello! I desided that I wanted to make another book and this one is new! Well, the idea just came to me while I was in the shower (weird right?) Anywho.... I hope you enjoyed this! Sorry if it is short I am pretty sure alll first chapters are but i don't know! I just hope this was a good start!

*Marley :) <3

P.S. Please comment, vote, and fan I you can! (haha that rhymes! Fan and can..hehe) And thanks a bunch If you are reading this book! It means alot to me!

-Marley :) <3 (Again...PEACE!)

P.P.S. I need 2 votes for the next chapter!