The day my cold ended Kanani's set in. Only it lasted a week longer than mine. "Babe, can you get me a drink too?" his stuffy voice called after me. "Yes Kanani, what do you want?" He sniffles "A coke please." I grab a coke and take it to him. "here." he smiles up at me "thank you baby." I smile back "of course." I sit down next to him on the couch where he puts a large, cold hand on my inner thigh. I crack open a sprite and sigh. "Kane stop." Kane sits in his crate whining and barking. He had previously peed on the guest room rug which got him time out in the crate. His upset barking stopped but the whining continues. I take a shoe and chuck it at his cage. It connects with the metal bars with a loud CLANG and the ringing of vibrating metal fills the room. Kanani coughs so much he can barley breath. I clap his back and a ball of mucus hits the floor. "Oh, ew!" he clears his throat "damn. I'll clean it up." I sigh "it's okay I'll do it." we stand up at the same time and turn to each other. His hands clasp my hips and push me down into the leather couch cushions. "baby I said I got it." Kanani says. I sigh "babe you're sick. You shouldn't clean if you're sick. I didn't clean when I was sick. You cleaned up after me. Now it's my turn to return the favor." he smiles his incredibly handsome smile. "Baby you will never have to clean when you're sick. I'm willing to do all the work whether I'm sick or not." His hands are still around my hips. "Babe-" I'm cut off by a loud, blood curdling, angry bark that is followed by a loud crashing sound. I look around Kanani's tall body to see that Kane's crate has flipped over and the door lies face down. Kane's rear end is straight up in the air. I stand, laughing at him. Kanani moves to the crate and tilts it back to the place it belongs. "Kane what the hell are you thinking lately?" Kane nips at Kanani's long skinny fingers inside the cage. "Hey, you better not! Or you'll get your ass beat, now damn dog I don't think that's what you want." Kane growls and Kanani kicks the cage making the metal ring and vibrate like before but much louder this time. He comes back from cleaning up what was in the floor and sits down with a plop on the couch. "baby I've been thinking a lot lately about how much trouble a baby would be." I nod "so you don't want one?" he sighs "not really." I nod considering his reply. "okay maybe some other day later on?" he sighs again "I'm not even sure about that..." I bite the inside of my lip and look away. "okay." he can hear the disappointment in my voice. "I'm sorry baby... I just..." another sigh. "I just don't think I'll have enough money, let alone energy for it." I sigh too "Yeah I understand I guess." he leans over and kisses my cheek "I love you baby." I nod but refuse to reply. He sighs even louder than the three before. "baby-" I cut him off "yeah I guess you do love me." he grips my thick thighs. "baby I can't wait for this cold to go away. Boy will you be in for a treat!" the corners of my mouth raise making the slightest smile.
THE NEXT DAY
His cold is cured and things heat up. In bed that night he makes love to me. Great love, better than before. It was as if he were a hungry dog that had not eaten for a week and then a box of fried chicken was set right in front of him and he devoured it. Devoured me like the chicken. His lips trailing my neck, his hands tracing my curves. He rests his hands on my hips and pulls my body (somehow gently) into his. After repeating this process a few times he sped up and soon we were bucking and bellowing like a couple of wild animals. When finished we didn't even bother to put our undergarments on. We just lay there and cuddled in the king size mattress. Bare naked. I wake up in the morning with a headache from all the screaming I did. Kanani's sweat dried hair wild and standing in all directions. I get up and put on my undergarments along with his shirt laying on the floor. Kanani wakes up and puts his boxers on. In the kitchen he wraps his arms around my waist. "How was last night for you baby?" he asks. "Not that the times before were bad, but last night was better than ever!" I say. He smiles "good." and kisses my neck. "I love you baby." I kiss his head "I love you too." Everything was perfect about that night except for 3 days later I figured out the mistake Kanani had made.
3 DAYS LATER:
I sit in the bathroom waiting for the results to come back. I check the test and two blue lines show up. My heart skips a few beats." I'm pregnant?" I ask myself. "No this can't be! Oh my god he forgot protection." I say dully again to myself. Then a little louder and angrier. "Damn you Kanani! I can not fucking believe you!" A small knock comes from the outside. "babe are you okay?" I sigh "yes I am fine Kanni." I say sweetly. "okay." he says and walks to the living room. I burst into tears and sob. Kanani swings the door open and sees me sitting in the floor beside the toilet. "baby what's wrong?!" he asks concern taking over his body. The test is in the trash and I make up a lie. "I was thinking about my dad. The good memories before he began to beat me. You know before I ran away from him." Kanani scoops me up into his arms "Oh baby." he kisses my cheek. "It's okay." I look down and he figures out my lie. "Wait a minute that's not what is bothering you!" I sigh "Baby what's bothering you?" I shake my head "It's nothing important." "Baby yes it is. Now what the hell is bothering my princess?" I smile despite my situation. He wipes my black stained cheeks. "Baby please tell me." I sigh "Kanani you will get angry." he sighs "Baby what do you think I'm gonna do? Beat you?" I look away ashamed of myself. "Kanani, I-I'm pregnant." he gasps "What? No you're pranking me!" I shake my head "Kanani no joke here, I am absolutely positively pregnant." he groans "oh hell. Mom is gonna kill me!" I look down "I'm sorry Kanani it's my fault. I didn't remind you to use protection. It's all my fault. Blame it on me okay? We have to tell your mom but you can blame it all on me." he looks me in the eye. "What? No it's not your fault at all! It's my fault!" I shake my head "Babe no it's not it's mine!" he gets angry. "GODDAMNIT OLIVIA STOP ARGUING WITH ME!"he yells at me. "Seriously Kanani it's my fault please don't blame yourself!" "SHUT UP OLIVIA!" I shake my head "What?!" "I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP OLIVIA!" "Kanani! How could you say such a thing?!" he swings at me. A picture of Moe and Kanani falls off the table and shatters as he throws his body toward me. I duck "KANANI WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!?" He straightens up. "WHAT THE FUCK HAS GOTTEN INTO YOU?!" I run to the side of Kane's large kennel and slide my skinny body between the wall and the crate. Kane is furiously barking his drool thrown everywhere by his thrashing head and body. His head smashes into the crate door, putting dents in the metal bars. I put my hand in the crate and pet him as he growls and jumps around the crate as Kanani nears me. "Get the fuck out here you stupid bitch!" Kanani says. He grabs my arm and pulls me toward him. I crouch down in front of the window seal the curtains wrap around my ankles. Kanani swings furiously. His fist connects with my eye and I go blind for a second. Then my eye swells shut and throbs, turning purple. I cry by the time he snaps out of it my lip is split, my eye is purple, my nose pours blood, and I cry uncontrollably. Kanani's eyes widen "oh shit!" he reaches out for me I throw my arms up to cover my face. He picks me up. "Baby... Holy shit! Didi I do this to you?" he kisses me. I continue to cry. "Baby I'm so sorry! I guess I snapped and something else took me over! Baby I swear I would never hit you!" I look at his hands. The same hands that had held me before, then had beat me mercilessly, and are now holding me again. I believed that something of another nature took him over. Deep down I knew that Kanani would never beat me like that. "Baby... Please god can you forgive me?" he kisses my throat and my body goes limp. He knows my weaknesses and this was one of them. "Yes of course I can." He lays me down in his lap. "Baby seriously that wasn't me back there I don't know what the fuck that was! Sometimes whatever that thing was takes me over and does horrible things. Baby please understand that I would never do that to you!" I nod "Yes Kanani I know. You love me more than anything." he kisses my throat again "good. I'm glad." he lays me in the bed. "Baby are you seriously pregnant?" I nod "yes Kanani I am." he sighs "okay we'll get through this." he wraps his arms around me and leaves hickeys all over my neck and chest. "Baby I love you. I really do!" I sigh dreamily "Yes Kanani I know I love you too." "Baby, you're my everything!"
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Pitbulls and Parolees love story with Kanani
Roman d'amourOlivia Vixon was framed for theft. After she was released she got a job at Villalobos Rescue Center in New Orleans where she met the most amazing friends she could ever have and the love of her life, Kanani.