My Awful Girl || KTH ||

T H I R T Y - S E V E N

Elsa

I forced myself to stand up, with trembling legs I stumbled numerously as I made my way towards the limp body. When I did, I sprawled onto the ground beside him, who was coughing blood.

The bitumen road was painted with dark liquid from his body. His face, hands, body and legs, all drenched with blood. I choked on my tears before pulling out my hands to lift his head, cradling him on my lap.

" T...Tae..." A word almost inaudible and got stuck in my throat. That was my breaking point which tears running down my cheeks without a single sound.

He choked on his own blood, looking so near to a dead body. But I could see his eyes fluttered open like he was forcing himself to look at me. His breathing was ragged and it sounded so painful.

" L.....l-love....." He whispered. I sobbed as much as I wanted and took out my phone to dial an emergency number. My trembling fingers and hands could barely do anything with the phone.

" Stay with me, please...I'm sorry..." My tears won't dry, and I voluntarily let them flow as much as they could as I sobbed in grief.

Taehyung's hand was weakly trying to reach my cheek and I immediately took it. I put it on my right cheek and leaned on the warmth of his palm, ignoring the blood all over it that probably had stained my cheek.

" He-hello...accident at..." I could not speak properly, hiccupping like it was the only thing I could do. I had to do this. I could not be weak, I had to help him. The only person that could save him that time was me.

" So-Cheok..Jun-tion....he is...d-ying..." my throat betrayed me once again as I stopped after telling the most important information. I let the phone fell from my hand, not even bothering to check if the line was off.

He carved a smile, though it was very weak and dull. The shine in his smile had gone. He kept on choking and coughing on his blood that came out from his mouth, I couldn't bare seeing him in pain.

I could feel that it was way too painful. Why was the ambulance taking so long?

" D-on't w-or-ry..." he struggled to utter those short words.

" No. Stop talking, Tae. Please," I begged him like a crazy person. I was a crying mess and I never cared about that when all I thought was him.

" I-m f-ine......." he forced it out again to assure me, but it got me more scared and worried as he was struggling to breath like he was being strangled.

" Tae, please don't talk anymore. Yes, you will be okay, trust me. Just stay with me and don't close your eyes," he was trying so hard to keep himself awake but I could see that he was getting weaker by seconds.

His hand had gotten more limp in my grasp. His eyes were barely opened and I could only see a part of his beautiful orbs.

" Tae...don't you dare to leave me," I warned him in between the cries and I could see a small drop from his eye.

Another tears escaped his eye and it just make me break even more. Then his eyes were closed, as his body felt limp in my hold. His hand that was in my loose grasp fell onto his body.

All the memories from today rushed into my mind like a video player. His laughs, his pout, his shyness, his cute smile, his kisses, his hugs, his care, his soothing words and the most important thing, his bright eyes.

I didn't see those anymore. I screamed in agony as suddenly a blare was heard from distant, giving me the least hope.

I walked aimlessly back and forth in front of the emergency room. I couldn't even think of anything to do. I dialled on Jungkook's number when we were on the ambulance and I even needed a long pause to calm myself before telling him.