Lesbian Lovers. Lesbian Sex. (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 4

I left the bar with a bottle of beer, sat on one of the sofas and took my phone out. My phone had exploded from tweets from fans about my ex. I sighed and tried to hold back the tears. This is the crappy part of being famous, everyone knows about your personal shit and talks about it. I turned off my notifications and put my phone back in my pocket, I'm not gonna let this ruin my night of freedom. I had never been to strip club before as I was with my ex from a young age we were never into this kinda stuff though sometimes she would walk into the room all sexy in her corset, she would straddle me and tease me until we were both wet and dying to get on each others bodies! It was definitely sexy but now I can't look at her in the same way. As soon as I walked into the house I could hear her moan and the moaning got louder and louder and well, I just thought she was playing with herself until I heard grunts, manly grunts coming from the same room which got my heart beating out of my chest so I ran up the stairs and burst through the door and there it was... My life ruined.

I shook my head. This isn't something I want to think about anymore but how can I forget about it? I saw it with my own eyes.

I took a big swig of beer and banged the bottle down on the table. My trust issues have gone from high to the fucking furthest galaxy, and I feel confused about myself again like I did when I was a teenager, I'm not sure whether I'm looking for a relationship or a one night stand. I know what I want but at the same time I don't.

It got to about 11pm, the club was getting filled and I still hadn't found anyone and I was pissed. I found it hard to stand up without feeling like I was going to fall down again. I couldn't really make out the faces around me and the flashing lights didn't help, it felt great but at the same time, really fucking annoying.

"Scarlett?" I heard a voice say in a slightly intoxicated voice. I looked around dizzily trying hard to concentrate and find the source of the voice. A hand landed on my shoulder and I followed the arm to the person. Even with my blurred vision I saw two identical blonde haired girls, very beautiful indeed. I tried to focus though it was really hard but I realised that it was just one girl, I was just seeing double. She pulled me close as it was really loud and shouted in my ear. "Are you Scarlett?"

"Yeaah!" I shouted trying to act as sober as possible so I don't say anything to push this girl away. I have a tendency to push people away.

"I was told to come and talk to you by the bartender, my name is Hayley" She shouted.

"Niiiiice" I grinned. Hayley took my hand and started leading me out of the crowd of people and into one of the booths.

"It's really busy tonight" Hayley said as she sat down on one of the seats. I took a look around. As it's quieter and calmer in here, I focused a lot more. The table had bottles of wine and beer on it and it was an all round sexy room. I sat down and sipped my beer, it was nearly finished. "She set this up so we could chat" She smiled. We sat down.

"Ohh right" I replied.

I looked at Hayley again. I could make out she had blue eyes that dazzled. She had blonde hair as I saw before and it was long. She opened two bottles of beer and handed one to me.

"Thank you" I said. She smiled. I watched her as she downed the whole bottle, she was probably trying to get as drunk as me.

"I heard about your ex, that is so shitty!" She said, making her way closer to me. I looked down and nodded. She then lifted my chin with her fingers and we found ourselves staring into each others eyes, moving closer and closer towards each other. Our lips almost touching. Hayley giggled. "Why are you so shy? Even when drunk as fuck?"

"I'm like my mom, she was the same, always aware of her surroundings even when pissed up. She had to be. We knew bad people"

"She sounds like a respectable woman" Hayley smiled.

I smiled back.

"She is"

I opened up the bottle of wine and poured Hayley a glass. I wasn't a wine drinker myself... To be quite honest I think it's disgusting but Hayley looks like a wine drinker.

"I'd say tell me about yourself but if you do then I probably wouldn't remember a thing tomorrow" I giggled.

"It's okay" She smiled.

She leaned over to me again and I smirked. She stared into my eyes biting her bottom lip softly.

"You also seem respectable, you seem to be the shy but outgoing type. I'd say you're a 'stud' but you're not a player. You're a family type and that's cute" She said.

"Well" I blushed. " You sure learnt a lot about me" Something didn't feel right, maybe what happened earlier in the night? I don't know... I think it just feels weird having a moment like this with someone who isn't my ex, it doesn't feel natural. I suddenly don't feel as safe...

But this might be a good thing that I'm doing.

I will never know until I try.

A.N

HI SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN AGES, I HAVEN'T HAD TIME TO WRITE DUE TO SCHOOL AND SHIT
ALSO I'M SORRY THIS PART ISN'T VERY INTERESTING I'M FALLING ASLEEP BUT I WANTED TO PUT SOMETHING OUT!

-L