Mated With INSANITY (On Hold)

Chapter 6

I've been a lazy ass these days and won't even sit up from my bed. School is coming soon. Hell, right? Gosh, I feel like jumping out my apartment's window every time I count the days I have left of summer vacation.

Anyways, enjoy. :)

Chapter 6

(unedited)

 "I can't do this anymore." I whispered to my best friend Mallory as we walked down the corridor.

"Be strong, Crystal. They can't take everything away from you." She encouraged planting a small kiss at the side of my cheek. She had been trying to soothe off my pain since the day I told her about my parents abusing me. She was gentle, loving and she was claimed to be the most beautiful girl in our grade. She had a heart shaped face that held shining emerald orbs. Her pale like lips twisted into a smile whenever our eyes met and her soft blonde curls went up to her waste. We were both considered popular at our school, but for different reasons.

She was often noticed by her taste in gender. But when I mean gender, I mean she was lesbian. She had something for me a while ago but I rejected her and said we could only be friends.

And here we were now, the best of buddies. The only thing that concerned me was the advantage she took of my despair. She would try to always lighten up my mood with a kiss or two on my cheek, but I didn't say much because I knew that no matter what I did I couldn't stop her from being who she was.

Sighing I nodded my head slightly with tears threatening to spill, "I know, but they were able to take my dignity away from me."

She shook her head with a deep frown, "How can they be so cruel. Especially to you. I mean, at school you can just turn on the charm whenever you want. But at home..." She paused, giving me her best nervous look.

"You know what, forget about it. I have friends, a crush who I'm not going to stop chasing after just because I got forcefully engaged and I have you. That's all I need to keep surviving through this hell hole." I stated confidently.

"You're so amazing, Crystal. This is why I love you." She added at the end in a small whisper.

"You know I love you too," I said honestly. I did love Mallory, but only as a friend. She was there for me when I was upset. Though I could still see the faintest blush make a way to her cheeks. "But you also know I only love you as a friend."

Call me harsh, but it was the truth. I couldn't go and let Mallory thinking she had a chance when she didn't. I'd already broken her enough with my rejection; going any further than that and we'd be worse than just enemies.

In fact, I was still curious on why she'd accept being my friend after I kicked her to the curb. But I guess everyone has their reasons, right?

"Mallory," I whispered to myself unconsciously. "I'm so sorry."

Wiping away the remains of my dried tears I looked up and into the full length mirror, staring at the reflection of a girl who once used to look so beautiful and so healthy - a girl who once had everything.

"Everything turned out so wrong... You were the only one there for me," I croaked out, sobbing endlessly. "I can't do anything now, though. So please just watch over Xavier and I. You always wished for my happiness, didn't you? I'm happy now. And you know what? I don't want to screw it up,"

"but I can't stop myself. I'll have to kill them. All of them. Everyone who has been against me and Xavier's relationship. That way I can be even more happier. I will slice them in half and bathe in their blood, I swear it. And I'll make sure to bury their remains somewhere far away from the pack. Nobody will know." I snickered, all the sadness washing off of me immediately.