Fabulous Fifteen: It's Classified #6

Rising

Roc had his knees to his chin later. He was lying on his bed naked.

"Sh-she said that she would go easy . . . that wasn't easy." He felt sore all over from her many hickeys and from how hard she 'ate' him. She liked using her teeth. Throughout the whole ordeal she kept yelling at him saying that he was not doing it right. She had hit him a few times when he complained about pain and how bossy she was.  It wasn't that the slaps had hurt but he just felt so pathetic. Eventually he had just stayed quiet to suffer but it went on for so long. He had come in here at eight. It was ten o'clock now.

He closed his eyes. "Th-they can add my name to the list of us who've been sexually assaulted and raped I guess." He started weeping full on. This was embarrassing. He had let her do it after a while. He just let her violate him as if he had no pride. That fact made him feel weak. "But if I fought her she woulda died or something." He mumbled. It was hard keeping his strength under control when he felt panicked.

Who could he tell? Anyone who found out would probably laugh. Rape generally wasn't a big deal to a lot of people but the few people who cared stood up against rape done to women. Men didn't get raped. If they did then they hid it. No one would feel sorry for him and send Naomi to prison. Naomi's lawyer would probably stress on their difference in size.

"F*ck it. This ain't fair." Maybe he was weak. He wasn't supposed to be as shaken up as he was. He was a man. Men were supposed to be brave and strong through it all. "Th-this is nothing." He said while crying.

The door opened then and Roc started trembling. "Go away! Just leave! Go! Leave me alone or else I will hit you. You'll die! Just leave!"

"Brother?" Hoseok asked tenderly.

Roc gasped. He pulled his covers over himself and tried to act as if he was asleep.

Hoseok turned the lights on and then came to the bed. "What is wrong?" He sounded concerned.

Roc pulled his pillow over his face. "Nothing man I was just being a diva I guess." He mumbled.

Hoseok removed the pillow and saw all of Roc's tears, smeared across his face. "Who has hurt you? Are you depressed because spotlight is difficult to handle? It is okay. We have each other to cry on. Do not cry alone."

Roc wept. "No . . . I already know all of that. I ain't afraid of the spotlight or sad about it." He turned away. "Go. I said I was just being a diva."

"But you are not that. You are too stupid to be that. What has happened to you?" Hoseok rubbed his back. "Do you usually sleep without shirt?"

"Y-yeah man. Now go." Roc Royal was not sure if he wanted anyone around him or touching him.

Hoseok saw a bite mark on his friend's neck. "What? Someone bit you?"

Roc gasped and covered his neck. "Man go away."

"Do not send me away. There is something wrong and I would like to help." Hoseok sounded like a parent. "Sit up and speak to me Roc Royal."

Roc could not disobey the leader. He sniffed and then sat up. He refused to look him in the eye. "I had a nightmare and I got pretty wild while I tried to cope with it. I bit myself and took off my clothes because it was so bad. It's like how Leigh talks to that bear." He grumbled.

Hoseok was shaking his head. "I am not an idiot. People cannot bite their own necks. If they did then bite mark would not look so clean." He started sniffing the sheets.

"Stop it bro." Roc knew that he had come all over the sheets. Naomi had too. He had tasted it when she orgasm. He wanted to barf as he thought of it.